Permadox - Anyways (feat. Alex M Brinkley)

Wish that you would call me
I wish you never left
I wish that you would want me
But you wanted the best
So I'll wait for the day
I won't wait for you anyways
I wish you'd never haunt me
I wish I'd never let
You say that this was on me
Like I would just forget
So I'll wait for the day
I won't wait for you anyways
Oh I'll wait for someday

Baby I get it, it's over it's finished
You had it, you quit it, you are not addicted
I'm stuck reminiscing, I'm stuck in the vision
We painted this future, I'm stuck tryna get it
I feel like an idjit, I'm missing your kisses
I thought I'd be Mister and you would be misses
But then you went missing, you burned all the bridges
And then hid away so I never could visit
I thought we'd be happy so I gave my all but you
Turned around and you'd watch as we fall
I keep looking back to the nights we would call
We talkin, we textin, we're in for the haul
We shot for the stars but shot way too fast, if we
Going straight up, then our ship's gonna stall
But I never figured we ever could crash
I gave everything that I'd never get back
I wish I could forget the memories we had
Like when we would wrestle to put on my hat
Or us on our phones while you sit in my lap
Or when we'd tell jokes and together we'd laugh
Hugging, together, we'd cuddle in bed
Hearing your words, all the lies I was fed
I believed every word that you ever had said
But now I just want you outta my head

Wish that you would call me
I wish you never left
I wish that you would want me
But you wanted the best
So I'll wait for the day
I won't wait for you anyways
I wish you'd never haunt me
I wish I'd never let
You say that this was on me
Like I would just forget
So I'll wait for the day
I won't wait for you anyways
Oh I'll wait for someday

Life has been crazy since we became shaky
I'm sorry you're breaking, but there's no mistaking
We're finished, no playing, these words that I'm saying
I need you to hear cause I'm done with the fakin
Done with your games and I'm done with your bluff
You say that you love me but do not know love
Say that you want me but won't fight for us
Say that you're sorry you broke all my trust
The funniest part is the way that you'd act, you
Cheated on me and then you treat me like trash
You left me for him but you begged to come back
And then when you did, your heart became black
You're texting to him but don't ever respond
You're testing the waters you plan to hop on
You're searching for better but drag me along
And when I get mad, you say I'm in the wrong
It took me some time, but I finally get it,
I'm not here for love, but I'm here reminiscing
I'm tryna find light where my light has been missing
We painted this future, I'm stuck in our vision
We both said forever, but I truly mean it
I cannot accept that our love fell defeated
I cannot forget that for you I fell deepest
Bt now that you're gone I'm always in the deep en

Wish that you would call me
I wish you never left
I wish that you would want me
But you wanted the best
So I'll wait for the day
I won't wait for you anyways
I wish you'd never haunt me
I wish I'd never let
You say that this was on me
Like I would just forget
So I'll wait for the day
I won't wait for you anyways
Oh I'll wait for someday

Honestly lately I'm losing myself
And I can't help but think about damages delt
And I think about us but it's bad for my health
But I cannot cope with the way that it all felt
I scream that I love you, you never will hear
I never did lie, losing you was my fear
But now that you're gone everything is so clear
You only used me to get you with your peers, I

Wish that you would call me

I wish that you would want me

So I'll wait for the day
I won't wait for you anyways...

Written by:
Deven From

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