4WSUM - as they say, as they go

I've been dreaming again
Seeking again
I've been loosing friends
Don't got nobody to hold my hand
Wake up on the mountain
Feet in the snow
Don't know where to go
Going with the flow
As they say, as they go
Don't move to slow
They tell you to slow down when you go too fast
But they don't care when you're left behind
Counting my blessings on one hand
Counting my sins on two hands
But can't count enough times I wanted to end
My life, my misery, sippin' hennessy
Let him go, let him be
Falling down to get back up
To fall through the floor again
Guess I've been trapped in so clean
Why the world so mean
This not what I dreamed of as a teen
Just open your mind and you'll see what I mean
Stuck on your screens, cutting our skins
Shit, I've seen but can't forget
This ain't tears, it's sweat
Been numb since a jit
Lost my cousin to suicide
This shit reside inside my mind since it happened
Can't put aside the lost ones
It's been a hell of a ride
Don't watch the sides just move frontwards
Can't go outside without the downside of this nation
That feels so close yet so divided in everything
Don't know what I can bring
I feel like turning nothing into something
A penny into a diamond
Shit, I just hope I die fulfilled

Written by:
Zachary Bolduc

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