StArKidPN - Asylum (Trapped In My Brain) (feat. Broskrski)

In and out of prison, but I've never been arrested
Taking all these pills me in in a death bed
Voice I hear keep shouting in my head
Hands fuckin tremble and my eyes go dark red

Being alive hurts me more then suicide
And therapists try to tell you what's best for your life
I try to hide the pain by getting high but truth is I don't really wanna die
I needa find a way out of my brains asylum

Is God with me? Doubt it

Sometimes my friends need me more then I can give
And sometimes it makes me not wanna live
But all I do is give and it drains me
But it pains me to see them in pain, all the day
Every daily i dont wanna see tears raining
Hole in my soul like a storm drain
Feel drowned out of my own body
Life got me in the heart, with a shotty
Eternal headaches got me wobbling
And all this i just feel like I'm trifling and spiraling, and railing, and failing
Myself and my friends, my moms, it never ends
Anxiety controls my word i spit, padded walls inside my mind I sit
I punched a hole in the wall just to make something mine
Just so I don't feel so fuckin useless

Cause I get trapped in my brains asylum, can't get free cause I get so high numb
I need help and so does everyone, I can't breath I can't feel my lungs
There's nothing wrong with the craziest people, yet we're always the forgotten
Cause the system is the problem
God doesn't care about the lost ones, bout the broken and the hurten
He just cares about the perfect, bout the ones who make him proud

In and out of jail but I've never been arrested
Taking all these pills will leave me in a death bed
Voices i hear keep shouting in my head
Hands fuckin tremble and my eyes go dark red
Being alive hurts me more then suicide
And therapists try to tell you what's best for your life
I try to hide the pain by getting high but truth is I don't really wanna die
I needa find a way out of my brains asylum

Is God with me? Doubt it

Written by:
Riley Smith-Tourville

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