Alex Petraborg - ataraxia

Got a lot on my mind, but I don't know what to say
I've been struggling cause you make me feel a certain way
A way that's simply indescribable
Too complex for words
A feeling so fucking important to me, I made this one the third

State of bliss is what I feel when you walk right next to me
The butterflies inside my heart start to fly around the trees
It's beautiful, look around, please find me in your vision
Cause all I know is right now you've got my heart in a prison

I don't what to say
This is just what I want
It's better have goals regardless of whether you get them or not
I hope it's not too much
I hope that you'll stay
All of this wishing but none of the pain seems to quite go away

I don't what to say
This is just what I want
It's better have goals regardless of whether you get them or not
I hope it's not too much
I hope that you stay
All of this wishing but none of the pain seems to quite go away

Sorry I might've been just a little bit too much back there
However I worry that one day you'll see me and truly forget that I really do care
And I know, I know, that everything will be fine
But there's still side of fear in the calmness in my mind

Sorry to ask again, just one more time I swear
But I need to reinforce it, I need to know you're there
Rain or shine, success or not, playing festivals or a desk job
Would you be there for me knowing
That everything possibly right could go horribly wrong?

I don't what to say
This is just what I want
It's better have goals regardless of whether you get them or not
I hope it's not too much
I hope that you stay
All of this wishing but none of the pain seems to quite go away

I don't what to say
This is just what I want
It's better have goals regardless of whether you get them or not
I hope it's not too much
I hope that you stay
All of this wishing but none of the pain seems to quite go away

I don't what to say
This is just what I want
It's better have goals regardless of whether you get them or not
I hope it's not too much
I hope that you stay
All of this wishing but none of the pain seems to quite go away

This is the perfect world that I would like to live in
The lack of pain and sorrow with a nice warm bed to sleep in
A perfect life with ataraxia in my mind
With someone special to share it with
It'd be nice to feel alive

But alas, while these things are seemingly unachievable
It gives me something to hope for in a world so unbelievable
They may never happen, and I have come to terms with that
But that does not mean I should stop for second and give up like that

I'll keep on trying
I'll keep on trying
I'll keep on trying
I'll keep on trying

Written by:
Alex Petraborg

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