Drew Sweat - August 31st

I wish that you can see me now
Know that I got rid of those intrusive thoughts that brought us down
I'm living in my own world now
Where my feet stay 10 toes down
But my head above 9 clouds
In the shape of your presence
I still wonder what we could've been
Now turn i it into paraffin
Memories of you I crumble
Like the cookies that u used to cure my hunger
Wishin' I can take it back
All the words that I said
In response to my traumas
I shoulda kept it instead
All the words that I said
You never wanted the drama
I shoulda shut up instead
I got a lot on my mind still
Carefully how I'm stepping cuz my mind is a mine field
I gotta loosen my grip still
I'm holding on so hard that I be thinking your mine still
That's the thing with possession
You just thinking that it's yours just because of it's presence
But really
It can leave any second and now your getting jealous that somebody else is getting Presents
She was never yours to begin with
It was just your turn
I still wonder what you up to
Reading all our messages when you would say I love you
Now I'm waking up to no text
I go flex
Then post it
But really I just miss the apex
Of our relationship
Reciprocating with my cadence seemed to be so fake and I just wonder why you jaded From me
Was I really problem
Were you really with yo homies when you went to the mall and
Why you posting some more
Know that you done updated ya social why posting more
Who you posing for
Who you posting for
Who you posing for
We sitting down at the bench
Talk about our differences when living in villages
Opposition to the cities that you grew up in
And how it transition to how you wanna be intimate
And that's why we split
You grew up to fast
I just wanna see the world right before I crash
You just wanna relax
I just wanna build a legacy my kids can
Have
I wish that I can take you down
From the pedestal I put you in the summertime
But now that the summers ending
The leaves have fallen
The sun goes down no more light nowhere to be found
I'll see you when the sun come back around
Hopefully
Maybe I'll be different then
Maybe you'll be different
Hope that we try again
Maybe I should just let go
Maybe I should just let go
Maybe I should just let go

Written by:
Kieth Andrew Manaog

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