AkostA - awake

Half the time I don't know what I'm doing
Following dreams I have to pursue it
And I don't wanna walk with a demon in disguise
Yet I keep on falling for it every time
Looking at everything and where I'm going
Worried since it's different from the life I was hoping
And I just want a break but then again do I deserve that?
Feel like every day's a waste even when I'm off my ass
Can you break me down so I feel real again?
Can you show me that I will not fall again?
Can you lift me up so I can breath again?
Can you light me up when it gets dark again?
When I'm feeling down the numbers keep me in line
Where they at now? Need them right by my side
Focused on the green I don't wanna waste my time
But when I'm not creating is when I'm wasting time
Even if it's not everything that I want I still want it all
Got to put my soul into this shit 'cause I don't wanna fall
Put my cap up in the air
No more questionnaire
Is there something in my hair?
Why do people always stare?
Backwards, backwards
Don't wanna go backwards
All this anxiety and stressing make my back hurt
So much that I'm feeling inside
And I don't know how to express it right
If you keep looking at your phone then your never getting up
I don't give a fuck what the fuck you're looking up
There ain't nothing more important than chasing your dreams
But sometimes, swear to God, feels like I'ma end up with nothing
If I had one more chance I would go and fuck it up again
'Cause I don't even understand it right now
I'm so lost, unfocused, I'm blind now
(Can you break me down so I feel real again?
Can you show me that I will not fall again?
Can you lift me up so I can breath again?
Can you light me up when it gets dark again?)

Written by:
Angel Costa

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