802 Truth - AYSD?

Somethin' I need is what you got but shit you know that you can't give it
Every time you text I'm livid
Issa mystery to why I led myself to this position
It's your love you know I'm missin'
Shit my people round me worrying cause they seen that I'm givin' up
But I'm still tryna figure out if I was ever good enough
I'm wasting all my breath I'm finna drown
But if I text you "DTF?" are you still down?
I'm still down I been around I tried to find my peace of mind but it ain't no where to be found
My brain been workin' too much
Get them in a boot and grab a crutch
Brothers know when I get low I do not like to speak to folk unless I know them from the heart
But right now I just can't open up
My head is boutta burst so close it up
Look I don't know bout everything but I can tell you this
Nothin' better then to tell someone you love 'em while you kiss
But when all that goes away and then you look back where it was?
You'll be askin' why the hell you even did it "just because?"
No I don't think that it's like that but at this point I don't care
Not until I'm out of college will I open up and share
It takes two make the thing go right but what about the one
By myself is where I'm at right now can someone grab a gun?
Somethin' I need is what you got but shit you know that you can't give it
Every time you text I'm livid
Issa mystery to why I let myself to this position
It's your love you know I'm missin'
Shit my people round me worrying cause they seen that I'm givin' up
But I'm still tryna figure out if I was ever good enough
I'm wasting all my breath I'm finna drown
But if I text you "DTF?" are you still down?
My laces might be missing but that just don't tell the story
It's a book I could've wrote right now
And it's not boring
Thinking of a way to find a love that's finna last forever
Never that in high school tho
It's only pleasure
I promise if I find my one then I might ghost a million
It's a faithful thing for why I did it
Come from the ceiling
Even then I couldn't keep it up I swear I tried my hardest
Every good things finna end for real
Can't hold the harness
But it's evident that I prioritize my self care
Playin' wit my mental problems don't you even dare
Cause since you never been a mile in my shoes then you can't say a thing
About my mental health or if I'm healing stop before the king
of overthinking sober sleepin' sad and then anxiety
Like everything I do to stop my pain is no variety
A girl don took my heart out there in this fucked up society
She had just what I needed since it's gone I'm acting violently
Somethin' I need is what you got but shit you know that you can't give it
Every time you text I'm livid
Issa mystery to why I let myself to this position
It's your love you know I'm missin'
Shit my people round me worrying cause they seen that I'm givin' up
But I'm still tryna figure out if I was ever good enough
I'm wasting all my breath I'm finna drown
But if I text you "DTF?" are you still down?

Written by:
Elijah Melchiorre

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