CHIKA - Balencies

Barack Obama, ha
Is that some kind of sauce?
(That's Lido)

Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom
I used to be feenin' for 'em, dreamin' in the classroom
Turned in my exam, right then I knew it'd be the last room for school
I walk into for my potential gettin' past due

Four years later, and my racks blew
And my whole scene it seemed green like Yoshi ass, too
Now people takin' in your face, I ain't ask you
But you been seein' how they live, so they ain't have to
And the whole world is conversatin' 'bout your waist line
And mental health days make you guilty, 'cause you waste time
I'm fightin' everybody demons, but can't face mine
Baseline, use all that pain and anger and just make rhymes

How I'm upliftin' your whole life but still I hate mine?
How I get rich but still get pissed about the money?
Now everybody wantin' me to wear a fake smile
How I'm supposed to fake a laugh when ain't shit funny?
I'm runnin' but

Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom
Droppin' all this change, just gon' end up in the vacuum
It was days I thought I needed
But now acceptin' all the change got me defeated (ah)

Goddamn, I'm on my second pair
One pair is out, one in the closet 'cause I left 'em there
Remind me, every single night been writin' raps ups in my closet
I ain't sleep much, but it paid off 'cause it got me here
I went to Europe, met a fan who lived in Paris
I know it hit me, 'cause I started walkin' different
For once in life, I spoke my mind, I'm not embarrassed
So many stories, but my friends don't even listen
The only girl who got my heart live in Miami
I saw her smilin' in my head, I started plannin'
And listen, shit may change, but one day, yeah, I want a family
Already got a puppy, now my child the first of many
Got hella dreams, and as of late I steady see 'em
I had some idols as a kid, whoever knew I'd be one?
'09 stood in Atlanta, freezin' cold at 4am with my whole fam
Just to audition for a role I knew I'd be in
I didn't make it, but damn I made it
2-0-1-9 the year I waited
My mind been racin', gettin' closer, I can taste it
Got a story but I don't know how to pace it
It's lightnin' in a bottle, I been orderin' in cases
I'm fuckin' wasted, but

Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom
Starvin' for affection, someone meet me in the backroom
I'm not insane, it's been a minute
But if we talkin' 'bout a game, I know I'm 'bout to win it, yeah

Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom
Goddamn, I got
Goddamn, I got
Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom
Goddamn, I got
Goddamn, I got
Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom
Goddamn, I got
Goddamn, I got
Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom

Written by:
Chika Sekiguchi, Jabari Rayford, Peder Losnegaard

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Lyrics © CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC

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