Orson Wilds - Backstab Myself

I went driving alone in the dead of the night time
In search of my soul like the fog in my headlights
I came into this world clear-eyed, empty handed
I'll be leaving this place so drunk I can't stand it

It's a lot, I don't know if this is good for me
All my life I've been coming apart at the seams

And all I want is just to feel something but I feel nothing
And all I've got a whole lot of nothing, enough to get by with
Backstab myself

And this burning house we all fell asleep in
But we learned to adapt cause the rescue ain't coming
I came into this world clear-eyed, empty handed
Now I'm leaving this place just smouldering ashes
Oh well

It's a lot, I don't know if this is good for me
All my life I've been coming apart at the seams

And all I want is just to feel something but I feel nothing
And all I've got a whole lot of nothing, enough to get by with
Backstab myself


Carry on, carry on
Trying to find all the things I'm missing
Do you know what you want
And can you help me find it?
And I can't feel my arms
Cause I've been swimming to shore for hours
So carry on, carry on
Cause heaven knows I'm selfish

Carry on, carry on
Trying to find all the things I'm missing
Do you know what you want
Gonna go and find it
And I can't feel my heart
Cause I've been swimming to shore for hours
So carry on, carry on
Cause heaven knows I'm stupid

Written by:
Eric Reid, Mike Sapone

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