NewEraMar - Bad All By Myself

Nowadays we start drinking at 8am
It sounds cooler than what it is, but I made amends with God
For all of my current sins till I pray again
Nowadays I find more comfort just staying in
Me and my dawg fell out for a while, but we straight again
Me and my girl hit a rough patch, but we straight again
We went from great, to good, to bad, as soon as we great again
My side chick hit me and said her period is late again, damn
Paranoid, so I don't know who I can trust
Have my brother adlibbing my lies, that's snow on the bluff
Hour drive, quarter tank of gas, I just hope it's enough
Pull up windows tinted, somehow women still know that it's us
Nobody's happy keeping it real if nobody else knows it
How you gon lend out a helping hand, but the other one post it
And it's the ones that's the closest, clout should be taken in doses
It's hard to believe, out of us all, I'm the one that was chosen
Tryna show my friends it's more to life than just drinking and smoking
Vibe with a women, build a connection, then ended up ghosting
Later down the line, stumble upon a new picture she posted
Send her a text and apologize for my mix of emotion
Chat over dinner and wine, do you remember the time
Give her some reassurance that things will be different this time
Slowly make love to her mind, her body's yearning for mine
Leave out in the morning, and the next time she call I decline
I gotta focus on what's important, legacy over chemistry
Only God can judge, I'm just hoping He grant me clemency
I used my fears to strengthen me
The Holy Spirits in me like a never ending pregnancy
My prayers go on lengthily
Thankfully, I didn't make it big in the midst of my sinning
I would probably blow a million dollars on liquor and women
Honestly I haven't really switched up the way that I'm living
That's why it's so heavy on my mind, I can feel the conviction
I remember going on a date was just sit at the mall
Now rarely will you catch me in a fit you can get at the mall
How they in our business, better questions who's tipping em off
Half these people talking business ain't got no business at all
Half the rappers talking millions, ain't got no millions at all
How you in your feelings we agreed to no feelings involved
I'm ready for kids but don't want women with children at all
Okay let me wrap this topic up before I get a few calls
How you sign a deal to somebody that's living like you
I can do bad all by myself, that saying is true
I'm not saying it's true, but if what I'm saying is true
The games already over for you dawg, you just playing it through
I don't even want the fame for real, I just wanna be great
Maybe you'll learn a lesson or two, if I share my mistakes
I wanna lead you to Christ
Money, clothes and hoes won't mean a thing to you after this life, cause there's life after this life
You feel me

Written by:
Marchand Pendelton

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