Kei$tackz - Bad Habit

(Uh)
(Haha, Yeah)
Boutta talk that shit to y'all but this time that shit personal
(Stackz)
I have a bad habit of giving em chance after chance
When I know that I shouldn't
I gotta stop doing shit for these bitches
I ain't jumping in front of the bullet
Everyone telling me that I should've left
But for reason I couldn't
A lot of y'all don't understand what I'm saying
So this is the way Imma put it
I'm full of anger, sadness, pain
Then it starts over again
This shit is wicked, I'm losing myself
I feel like I ain't gonna win
Barely getting support from my bitch
But I get hella love and support from my friends
This shit is real, this shit is hard
This shit is getting intense
I'm holding shit down like a tent
But shit getting dark like a tint
Instead of just taking offense to me trynna help you
Take it, and sprint
That boy might be fresh like a mint
But can he keep you aligned like a splint
I give answers, I'ont care for the hints
Yeah, I'm stubborn, I'm hard to convince
I just wish life was easy to deal with
Too many times, I had reached for kill switch
My head is fucked up on some real shit
And this shit getting worse, I can feel it
So gone, don't think I can return
LeBron my ashes from the urn
Gave em hell, now I'm feeling the burn
Starting to think I should go to an asylum
I ain't shit, so I guess I'm a wild one
Popping pills to OD ain't been working
So I gotta just end it on my own
My life has been shitty, a struggle
My life is a joke, so I chuckle
All my life, I been getting in trouble
Ain't no light at the end of my tunnel
They say write it out, you'll feel better
Ironically, I'm feeling worse
I hate when I put my heart into a verse
I hate hearing my voice full of hurt
In a closet with pills by my side
Just trynna get high,
Hope the pain'll pass over
Look at the sky as I'm starting to cry
I can feel my heart rate getting lower and lower
Y'all don't know how it is being me
So don't tell me how you just think I should live
Depression's hereditary, so y'all got me fucked up
If y'all think that I wanna have kids
That's a set up, I don't wanna mess up
More than I already did and I can't forgive
Myself for it, thoughts everywhere like a tourist
Demons stuck in my head like a nice chorus
I'm gone, I feel alone
Dancing with demons to my favorite song
I been dealing with this shit for too long
Every time I say something, it's wrong
I would kill to feel like I'm doing right
For a week, I tried to end my shit every night
Walking with demons so I'ont gotta fight
Sitting in the dark, cuz I'ont like the light
A prayer, I'ont need it
I'm feeling heated
The ones who prayed for me to fall have succeeded
I do not deserve the way that I am treated
This shit really suck, because I feel defeated
I feel like I'm cheated, even though I cheated
Always missing something, never feel completed
Left behind while everyone proceeded
I've had enough, capacity exceeded
I just wish life was easy to deal with
Too many times, I had reached for kill switch
My head is fucked up on some real shit
And this shit getting worse, I can feel it
So gone, don't think I can return
LeBron my ashes from the urn
Gave em hell, now I'm feeling the burn

Written by:
Keilo Savoy Jr

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