King Cris - Balance (feat. Ysa Rose`)

Yeah
It ain't easy man
No
It ain't easy
On the road twenty-five eight
Momma know it the most
If I wasn't family she probably be treating the kid like I was trying to ghost
Why is it when I'm go mode she be doing the most
Saying I don't pay attention and say that she more important than my phone
Look
I'm not trying to do that to you
I'm not trying to do that to you
But I got a kingdom to build I just need that to get through to you
Maybe I started to late cause opinions was keeping me low to the ground
Maybe the friends that I had wasn't friendly at all and just wanted me down
Whatever the case I'm running this race against myself
Yet the depression along with anxiety is making a case against myself
I don't seek help, that's too much cash
It's back to the daydream of living lavish
Weight on my shoulder it feel like a ton
Then it was time to be the better son
Got my lil bro looking up to me
He see all the damage they done to me
Nigga don't test me I been through too much
And I might hurt your heart if you threaten me
Oh who am I kidding
I'll probably just shrug it off like I know how to do
Living this double life isn't easy to live while trying to love you
I need
To find
A balance
I need
To find
A balance
To handle it all
All
To handle it all
All
In twenty twelve from that year forth nothing was the same
Yeah the earth still keep on turning but I never felt the same
I think I got way too used to women always calling my name
And now I'm conflicted
Which ones do I kick out if we keeping it plain
They say keep your composure lil boy
You a blessing to all of the people you touch
So why is it when I show up to the venue I feel like I'm too out of touch
Is it cause I'm light skin and these niggas think I'm not hard enough
Or is it the feeling that I'm just not doing enough
Or I'm doing too much
Is it cause my hair isn't colored and maybe they just want a show on the stage
Is it cause the city I'm in is a one way door
With a lock on the cage
Is that why I'm having a struggle and fight
While submitting my ticket to fame
Is it cause I came with the truth and they hate on the youth
And don't mess with my name
I gotta know
I gotta know
I gotta know
I gotta know
Oh who am i kidding
I'll probably just shrug it off like I know how to do
Living this double life isn't easy to live while trying to love you
I need
To find
A balance
I need
To find
A balance
To handle it all
All
To handle it all
All

Written by:
Cristopher Lewis

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