Syndicate Same Ol' - Binge

I try my best to do the right thing
Sick of arguing and fighting
I just wanna pop a couple zannys
Get a bitch and do my night thing
Forget about responsibility
Loyalty and humility
All these ppl that depend on me
It's hard to breathe the pressure's killing me
I just need to hit the lottery
And disappear don't try to follow me
I swear these pills are saying swallow me
I swear the alcohol be calling me
Depression is real I don't wanna deal so I swallow a pill
I don't wanna die I just don't wanna feel
Escaping reality chasing a thrill
Escape for when shit get to tough for me
When these problems get too much for me
Then I start acting out publicly
Ppl be asking what's up wit
I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to pretend
I just wanna go on a binge
Then I'll atone for my sins
Escape for when shit get to tough for me
When these problems get too much for me
Then I start acting out publicly
Ppl be asking what's up wit
I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to pretend
I just wanna go on a binge
I just wanna go on a binge
It's like I'm living in a circus tent
And I don't even Kno my purpose yet
Some of the reasons a nigga drinking
And reasons why I'm on these Percocets
I'm never sober always got em wit me
Life is so much better when ur tipsy
Bitches pretty y'all the parties litty
And suppresses all these feelings in me
I met a bitch on some loner shit
Who turned me on to some stronger shit
I'm high as fuck and I'm turnt up
I'm all in never gonna quit
When I come down and I start to feel
I'm depressed so I pop me another pill
I'm a mess so I drink until I get ill
Nonetheless it's the only way I can deal
Escape for when shit get to tough for me
When these problems get too much for me
Then I start acting out publicly
Ppl be asking what's up wit
I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to pretend
I just wanna go on a binge
Then I'll atone for my sins
Escape for when shit get to tough for me
When these problems get too much for me
Then I start acting out publicly
Ppl be asking what's up wit
I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to pretend
I just wanna go on a binge
I just wanna go on a binge

Written by:
Broderick Marshall, Darvis Marshall

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