Six Foot Blonde - Blackout

It's a self loathing ache
It's pathetic how little it takes
To flatter me
What kind of feminist saint
Would go back to that pain
And tell you she needs you
You'll put me to shame
While you flatter me
Cause I really hate
Hate that I'm formed
To feel all the shame
From a world that has made me
For flattery
I'm not proud of the things I said
I'm not proud that I told you the truth then
But I'll pretend the alcohol just hit me too hard to remember anything I said
And I fucking hate hate that you want me
I've waited four years for this 
And you strike while I'm happy
I'll just say that I blacked out
The words I'll just wash down
Cause it's a world that's made for you
I'm tired and I'm burnt out 
I'm ash on the ground now 
I'm doing all I'll ever do

Written by:
Julia Rusyniak

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