Xistential - Blackout

I'm a secret keeper, till I meet the reaper
I got 20 missed calls, oh no
Even my enemies, yeah, they always wanna meet ya
You got something and it takes a hold
And I pull up in the beamer with the leather seats ya
I'm cruisin' through the night, livin' the life of a dreamer
And I am not one to trust, I am no believer
I got my head on too tight, smokin' on this reefer
Ahhh, ahhh, ahhh
I just sit in the dark, what do I know?
I contemplate all life to find my hope
The sun's always blocked out by this white smoke
So I fly past the stars to see how far I
Go, go, go, go
Vision blocked by the smoke, till I blackout
Lost pieces of hope, where you at now?
Hard to see with my eyes red and my mind closed
Treat the home that I'm in like a glass house
(Vision blocked by smoke till I black)
Aye blackout
Aye blackout
Blackout
Blackout
Blackout
Blackout
Blackout
Aye, aye, aye, aye
Aye, aye, aye
Aye, aye, aye, aye
Aye, aye, aye
And now I know that you would never seem to understand
I fell in love with the game, now I can't love again
And all the compliments you're throwing, they all underhand
I don't got the time or the patience to try to understand
I'm sorry I don't get it
My body always pushin' to the top, I can't find a limit
I'ma get it, always pushin' up against the opposition
Devil called, told me to call him back when I got a minute
S- s- side chain like a sidekick, I laugh as I write this
Superheroes don't exist, so don't treat me like a sidekick
I grew up doing wrong so much, I'm trying to fight this
But it's hard to relearn wrong when you don't know what right is
So you gotta know my eyes are closed, I hide it all
Feel the void inside my heart and in my soul
I know you gotta go (go)
Lay my body in the road (road)
Dealing with these highs and lows (lows)
Ohhh
Vision blocked by the smoke till I blackout
Lost pieces of hope, where you at now?
Hard to see with my eyes red and my mind closed
Treat the home that I'm in like a glass house
Vision blocked by the smoke, till I blackout
Lost pieces of hope, where you at now?
Hard to see with my eyes red and my mind closed
Treat the home that I'm in like a glass house
I'm just trying to find love
Instead I'm losing my mind, my mind
Still searching for love
Don't know if I'm ever coming back
Don't know if I'm ever coming back
D- d- don't know if I'm ever coming back
Vision blocked by smoke till I black
Vision blocked by smoke till I blackout
Vision blocked by the smoke till I blackout
Lost pieces of hope, where you at now?
Hard to see with my eyes red and my mind closed
Treat the home that I'm in like a glass house

Written by:
Aidan Bessette

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