The Abstract Kid - Blame

I'm living a rockstar life, this shit is like a movie
Only laid back when I'm on my 3rd or 4th doubie
Took to many to deal with the pain And then it's crew
And all these chick's all of a sudden want a kiss, and want to screw me
I put a, pause to that shit and let the future tell
Been living life and shit is like I've been working under a spell
Moving silent, but actions loud, I couldn't tell
But I've learnt that in the darkness, the light always prevails
It's much better than winning, I don't care if I lose
I'm just a vessel, giving you stories from my point of view
It gets dark but you'll see the light, it comes up at the end
But ive done a lot of bad and some things I just can't defend
But i try to make up for it by making amends
By going back to people that hurt me, the ones I called my friends
And I try to get clarity, nigga I talk that shit out
I don't fuck with you but I still hope you make it out

Don't call me or text me, don't you ever correct me
I based this shit off desire, I knew I had to be quiet
Silence, price that was paid
All the money I made
Had to sit my brother down, had to tell him things he required
I couldn't help seeing him frown, he started to really look down
I had to say something, I told him how
To turn around and make a change
Listen son, you've been running a decent one
You gotta let go and find peace
The rest is easy, try this
Took two pulls and this shit ain't real
Is this how real happiness feels?
Fixated on that question and the thought of it I hated
That it became an addiction, and it's me to blame
Me to blame
Ah ah

Written by:
Mwine Mugume

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