Julez Xavier - Buggin'

I don't know whatsup with me
Through the good and bad in everything
You stuck with me
And me I'd like to say
I show you that I love you see
And luckily I have you in my life
But you look up to me
Feel like I don't deserve it
You heard it
I'm such a shitty brother
Well I'm not perfect
I'm hurting
I should've showed more love
Just like you show me all the time
And I just focus more on rhyming
Than I do looking out for you
And just excuse it as I'm grinding

Man I'm not trying to make you sad or nothing
But you know I could ramble on
Like I be dad or something
Felt like I made you stand alone
At times you needed me
I folded and I know it
Ma you're strong as hell
I know forreal
I'm hoping that I noticed
When you needed
A shoulder to lean on
To be honest don't believe it
A shoulder to lean on
You provided now I see it
Conceited I was blinded
My mind was acting tardy
Departed absent minded
That time at the apartment
When Pop Pop died
And then we cried that shit was hard and
I saw ya eyes
And I can't lie I fuckin lost it
Older brother shit was staying on my conscious
Feeling nauseous on some other shit
And weighing out my options
To be honest Mad I know I didn't do enough
And to be honest
Just to say it isn't true enough
Mad you were always looking out
And that's just true as fuck
And for me
I guess i really I was fucking up
Because

Shit I don't know whatsup with me
Like through the good and bad in everything
You stuck with me
And to be honest Mad
I show you that I love you see
And luckily I have you in my life
But you look up to me
Still feel like I don't deserve it
You heard it
Feel like a shitty brother
I'm not perfect
I'm hurting
I should've showed you love
Just like you show me all the time
And I just focus more on rhyming
Than I do looking out for you
And just excuse it as I'm grinding
Mad I'm buggin

Written by:
Julian Green

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