Patrick Violet - call my bluff

When I wrote teenage Suicide
No one was by my side
Oh the fact is I wasn't alright
I'm Losing friends cause the dumb shit I'd say
But the good thing is no one died
But almost my sister, that made me cry
Now my sister, she's doing alright
I never helped her, I'm a terrible brother

I picture the way you looked at me before you hated me
I hate these memories
I'm way too tired but I can't get to sleep
And if I take my life you call my bluff, I'm sorry

How are you?
How are you doing this evening?
I should of never started this
I shouldn't of brought it up
I can't hate you anymore than I hate myself

I don't wanna live
But I'm afraid to hurt myself
If the pain you cause me is any worse than the feeling of death than i wouldn't know what to do
But I graduate in a week
I knew you'd all be mad at me
Cause what if what if
I ruined the surprise and your memories
And that's how you remember me
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry that I ever contemplated this

Written by:
Jeremy Rich

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