Real Yoits - Can't Be Myself

I keep talking but you don't ever listen
You're making school feel more like a prison
I bet nothing would change if I went missing
Nothing changes when I say I hate that I'm living
Why can't you see that I'm hurt through the words that I've written
If I'm not good enough for you and your opinion
You push me out and make me hidden
So I can't talk because you put me in this position
Why you gotta be like that
Why you gotta treat me like trash
Why you gotta give me a mask
Why you gotta make it so I rap
Why you gotta make it so I feel like I'm under and I'm always trapped
I hate how your always treating me
You Act like you care then you're leaving me
Believe in me, when I'm finally reaching peace
You come back and make for fill your needs
I tried to work this out but I can't be myself when I'm around you
You hate me and I wanna leave but just don't know how to
You say you care but you really don't
I feel like I'm going to drown soon
You break me down and leave me alone
I really never should've found you
I'm always thinking of the negative outcome
What will happen when I'm done
I'm lost, where am I from
You're happy, can I have some
Maybe I'm rapping because my feelings are numb
I've had a lot of time lately
Looking back at me is more crazy
I wasn't so dark and rainy
I wasn't worried what they see
I was worried on what I'd be
Who was I
Why is that the person that I deny
Why is that the person I despise
Why was that the person not filled with lies
Why were they happy when they said goodbyes
Why are they known as the good guy
Why do they not wanna die
Why do I wanna die
Why do I question life
Why am I still alive
I tried to work this out but I can't be myself when I'm around you
You hate me and I wanna leave but just don't know how to
You say you care but you really don't
I feel like I'm going to drown soon
You break me down and leave me alone
I really never should've found you
I shouldn't have found you
Yeah
Look what you did
Look what you did
Can't be myself
Can't be myself, no!

Written by:
Immanuel Savchin

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