The Rapper Sid - Can't Quit You

Fill a glass till I'm messy
Cause it's like you see right through me
I keep trying but I Can't Quit You
When I crash and I'm empty
Know the high's just temporary
I keep trying but I Can't Quit You
So tired of your complaints
All I do is try to keep you safe
Why don't you just see my perspective
Cause I don't really think
That it matters to you
I feel like I'm tied up in a cage
No matter the steps that I travel
You always see mistakes
I don't need to change
You be desperate to keep the spark
But it was never lost
I've constantly given you my all
But you're in need of more
Always pointing fingers at my flaws
Downing alcohol just hoping that I might escape it all
What's a couple drinks?
A couple pills now I can think
You taking it harder than you should but I am on the brink
I'm the one who's losing I been trying fight but you just bring
Nothing but demands I thought I'd be loved just like a King
Cause you are my Queen I give you everything that you ask
But you still attack all of my demons they're in the past
Please give me a chance, I don't think you truly understand
I'm flying but I just need you to be with me when I land
Fill a glass till I'm messy
Cause it's like you see right through me
I keep trying but I Can't Quit You
When I crash and I'm empty
Know the high's just temporary
I keep trying but I Can't Quit You
I wanna be alone
I'm tired of all the fighting in our home
I just wanna breathe
Tired of feeling like I've been disowned
Cause you disagree with the way I'm living but I'm grown
You are not my mother I suggest you even out your tone
I've been tryna grow I'm just trying to do the best I can
I'm only human you think you can improve me I'll be damned
If I ever change if you truly knew how much of I have weighing on my back
You would let me live just how I am
I've been trying to cope
Gave you my life till it's my time to go
But I don't know if you see my commitment
Cause you try to throw
The blame back in my face
As soon as I get high to float
That's how I try to leave all of the people flying down my throat
Now that I'm back to reality I feel kinda low
You just wanna judge and bring me down and it's outta control
I'm crying and feel like I'm dying cause I don't belong
I just need you to love me who cares if I'm right or I'm wrong
Fill a glass till I'm messy
Cause it's like you see right through me
I keep trying but I Can't Quit You
When I crash and I'm empty
Know the high's just temporary
I keep trying but I Can't Quit You
I think I've hit the bottom
I thought I could prevent it but I've fallen
It took a moment for me to realize that I'm the problem
She wanted my love
But to ease the pain I have forgotten the people who care
So I could depend on oxycoton
And all these percs, stealing her debit card out her purse
To withdrawal with no plans of working to reimburse
I've been hurt but these drugs they only strengthen the curse
She been nagging me to live not trying to make it worse
Can't reverse now, I'm stuck in the fast lane hoping
I can slow up when I'm sober I can't stay focused
So I smoke up, sipping bottles the fam they notice
But I still behave like I got the power to control it
I was in denial, feel like I'm falling and I'm seeking out
Someone's help but she was always there so I don't need to doubt
That she truly loves me, she's someone I can't live without
Promise I'll get better it's hurts me to know I keep you down
Fill a glass till I'm messy
Cause it's like you see right through me
I keep trying but I Can't Quit You
When I crash and I'm empty
Know the high's just temporary
I keep trying but I Can't Quit You

Written by:
Austin Sidney

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