Sweetapple Wes - Carmen Elektra (Alive)

As long as i can remember
I've been fightin' for the will to live
Life been as cold as December wind
Floatin' through my pen again
Oh how i've lived and i've lied
And i've cried and i've died
Now I fight for my life all the time, I'm alive
Bitch, I'm alive
Waitin on summer again
Trippin', shoe stumblin
Overdosin' medicine kinda' make it hard not to fumble again
All i see are faker friends, leechin' off adrenaline
Hella' song scriblin', so my mind can make amends
Out of sight, out of mind, thinkin' how i wanna die
Prayin' with a Smith n Wesson
In these verses im confessin', usherin' the white, I'm in
Live today to write a trend
Cursive serpents been slitherin
Got me sippin' bourbon, runnin' off the path im swervin
Damn Wes hurtin'
As long as i can remember
I've been fightin' for the will to live
Life been as cold as December wind
Floatin' through my pen again
Oh how i've lived and i've lied
And i've cried and i've died
Now I fight for my life all the time, I'm alive
Bitch, I'm alive
This spaceship is sinkin', pass the wheel to demons
Watch my life float adrift, can't tell time ( why ?) got no wrists
Life done with me, speak my peace
That white girl ain't been fun to me, but she fundin' me
Wifed up with me, you just son to me, yea
Oh baby i'm missin' other seasons, all I got are rhymes no reasons
Think i'm God, im believin
Catch my fall, I'm leavin
As long as i can remember
I've been fightin' for the will to live
Life been as cold as December wind
Floatin' through my pen again
Oh how i've lived and i've lied
And i've cried and i've died
Now I fight for my life all the time, I'm alive
Bitch, I'm alive
I know it seem dark right now, but remember
Through every dark night, there's a brighter day after that, haha
So no matter how hard it get, stick your motherfuckin' chest out
Keep ya head up, and handle the shit

Written by:
Wesley Sweetapple

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