Iamjakebars - Castaway

I'm past the point of no return
A castaway that's lost the world
Average days are lacking fun
Enjoy the dark avoid the sun
All alone I'm broken no focus I'm hopeless with no motives
Lacking serotonin
Floating through this life I've learned to cope with
I'm past the point of no return
A castaway that's lost the world
Average days are lacking fun
Enjoy the dark avoid the sun
All alone I'm broken no focus I'm hopeless with no motives
Lacking serotonin
Floating through this life I've learned to cope with
A piece of my mind of my thoughts
All of the time that I've lost
And all of the people I've dropped
I'm done with this shit so I'm out and I'm gone
They say that I've changed and I'm cool with that
So move it fast if you're going to leave
You could bounce right now won't bother me
No ounce of sleep will get lost from me
And honestly I'm probably going to laugh it off like comedy
Calm and peace is what I seek and nobody out here stopping me
I sit in my room and I'm thinking
What is this life that I'm leading
Never leave the house what's that's about
What in the Hell are you sad about
Always complaining you always got problems
You drink to the bottom you empty the bottle
But that aint gone solve them its going to get worse
You're building your coffin you're digging your dirt
The end of the road if you don't even try
So whether you like or it not
You're losing your time, losing your mind
Wasting every minute you've got
I'm past the point of no return
A castaway that's lost the world
Average days are lacking fun
Enjoy the dark avoid the sun
All alone I'm broken no focus I'm hopeless with no motives
Lacking serotonin
Floating through this life I've learned to cope with
I'm past the point of no return
A castaway that's lost the world
Average days are lacking fun
Enjoy the dark avoid the sun
All alone I'm broken no focus I'm hopeless with no motives
Lacking serotonin
Floating through this life I've learned to cope with
I've created a monster all in my head
Now I'm just caught in this web
Losing my vision, losing my interest
I won't get out of my bed
I've broken myself with nobodies help
Living for self and nobody else
Nobody calling to see if I'm well
But who would it be I got no one to tell
This whiskey neat got me sloppy drunk
Swiping Tinder trying to cop a nut
Now I'm just sitting here mad as fuck
Whole lot of hours not a lot of luck
Days go by but they're all the same
Sitting around here with a loaded brain
Don't feel good no not today
But still got to work got rent to pay
Got kids to feed but I want to sleep
Exercise what I really need
Man these thoughts go really deep
Breathe and grieve then I rinse repeat
So I'm taking a shower to wash away
All of the pain of the day
Feeling so blue but I'm seeing gray
A castaway that's not okay
I'm past the point of no return
A castaway that's lost the world
Average days are lacking fun
Enjoy the dark avoid the sun
All alone I'm broken no focus I'm hopeless with no motives
Lacking serotonin
Floating through this life I've learned to cope with
I'm past the point of no return
A castaway that's lost the world
Average days are lacking fun
Enjoy the dark avoid the sun
All alone I'm broken no focus I'm hopeless with no motives
Lacking serotonin
Floating through this life I've learned to cope with

Written by:
Jacob Smith

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