TE$key - Close My Eyes

Sometimes I act like I'm perfect
But I don't deserve that
Wide awake like I'm still hurting
But that shit was from way back
And I don't wanna feel this way much longer
It's exhausting me
Demons haunting me
Wake up just to lose myself again
It's so hard to breathe
I think that I try too hard
Even though I'm not really worth it
I'm a burden
And I keep saying that I'm fine
But all of that isn't working
I'm still hurting
And I don't wanna try no more
These feelings taking over me
And I can't even lie no more
In this life it's so hard to dream
It's all wrong to me
I've been wasting my whole life
Staying up, no sleep again
Cause even when I close my eyes
These walls keep on talking to me
I'm trying but
I keep lying to
Myself, saying that it's working
And I know that I'm
Not doing fine
But I swear none of this feels worth it
And I know that I fell
So I'm hurting again
All the same
Not okay, I'm so lost again
And I break myself down
Am I oblivious?
All the hate for myself
I'm so delirious
I think that I try too hard
Even though I'm not really worth it
I'm a burden
And I keep saying that I'm fine
But all of that isn't working
I'm still hurting
And I don't wanna try no more
These feelings taking over me
And I can't even lie no more
In this life it's so hard to dream
It's all wrong to me
And I don't wanna try no more
These feelings taking over me
And I can't even lie no more
In this life it's so hard to dream
It's all wrong to me

Written by:
Dylan Teskey

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