Ayency - Coming Home

Yeah, I'm not giving up
But I'm feeling really stuck
I'm coming home
Coming home
Coming home
Someday
I got stress on my shoulders
Crushing me like boulders
It's fine it don't matter though cause you know I'm a soldier
Ain't getting no closure
These raps never over
They going on for so long and I still ain't got no closer
To finishing one than I have gotten with others
And my mother is waiting on me and so are my brothers
And my dawgs and my g's, all my boys all these numbers
Yet I still haven't dropped a song that can pay for our suppers
"Aye yo, send me the album"
Ain't finished it yet
"Well can I get one song?"
Not one is finished and I'm feeling stressed
Cause it feels like nothing that I write or rhyme about's the best
But I show it to other people and they always seem impressed
But how do I know that they ain't lying straight to my face
How do I know that my song ain't whack and they're opinion is just based
Cause if my raps were good
Then I would know I got a music taste thats fairly good
Ain't 'gon work in an office my life ain't going to waste
Yeah, 'Imma do it somehow
'Imma rhyme my way to the top and then never come down
'Imma get into the rap game and get out this town
Cause once this song is finished it's going to be swim or drown (Coming Home)
Yeah, 'Imma make it out
'Imma buy this Earth and then I'm finna run my mouth
Ain't no falling for less or falling down for the burgs
It's how I do it and I'm finna make this work
I'm coming home
I've gotten to the age where I've gotta watch who I'm friends with
I've gotta make sure that I ain't involved in fake friendships
The only friend I really need these days is Hip-Hop
All the other kids that talk behind my back can get dropped
Dawg get shocked, dawg get blocked
Watch your mouth, 'Fore it gets knocked
I'm on top, Cut you up like butter on corn on the cob
Buss it
As I proceed the snowy, cold flow I'm spitting slowly
You better stop acting like you're my G or that you know me
Cause you don't, and you won't
Cuz you're stoned, go back home
And stop talking all of that ass behind of your cellphone
You're not tough, you're not rough
Call my bluff, and get cuffed, because I'm getting sick and tired of you're bullstuff
Real talk I gotta get public, get known outside of school
And stop messing around and acting like a fool, this challenge is not cool
Can't cheat either, first rule, life being so cruel, but winning's my main fuel
So what am I 'gon do, I'm feeling quite hopeless
I'm feeling like every person that I meet is soulless
I'm feeling like nobody on this Earth can notice that
If you pick beef with me I'm leaving you smokeless
So face it, complacent, can't keep my containment
Cause when I pick up the mic it causes amazement
I rule the rap planet, can call me B-Rabbit
I'm feeling like spazzing, verse me last one standing
Yeah, but it's cold, struggling feel alone
In this game, on this road, my whole careers demo
I feel like another clone, taking another loan
But imma be me, yo
I'm Ayency
And I'm coming home
Yeah, 'Imma do it somehow
'Imma rhyme my way to the top and then never come down
'Imma get into the rap game and get out this town
Cause once this song is finished it's going to be swim or drown (Coming Home)
Yeah, 'Imma make it out
'Imma buy this Earth and then I'm finna run my mouth
Ain't no falling for less or falling down for the burgs
It's how I do it and I'm finna make this work
I'm coming home
Gotta believe to succeed, if you don't then what you 'gon be?
Tell me what activity you love thats 'gon set you free
How you living and staying inside of this broken city
And not ashamed of it or the fact that you're not chasing dreams
Like you ain't even budging
While everybody is judging
And you just sit there acting like you're not doing nothing
That feeling of you not having motivation is the devil
That's the feeling of you knowing that you're acting like a rebel
And you're walking a thin line between "Okay" and straight dreadful
And if you're not careful you're mind will slip and fall in a stress pool
And it's stressful when you're heart is full of hate and it's vengeful
Cause how you 'gon focus on work and yourself when you're obsess fulled
Thats why I don't care 'bout you say about me, not special
Cause low-key I know that you will never be on my level
And you'll never get on my pedestal of Ill and Incredible
Because I'm not dependable, on you
You're not respectable
Why would I respect you if I do not think you deserve it?
You can't talk behind my back then you ask for it go and earn it
Confronted you multiple times and still you ain't learning
But it's fine it don't matter because the tables are turning
As in you are the loser now and I am the one working
I'm the person y'all talking about and YOU'RE the one hurting
I'm the person that can rip you to pieces and leave you speechless
I'm fearless, and i'm a genius
And you're simply not worth it
And I won't be returning, leaving 031 for good
And even though THIS area's 031, it's not the hood
This where every kid my age should be, you hear that? SHOULD
Unfortunately not everyone has the option or could
Yeah I may sometimes goof and I jest and i maybe may rarely rest
But that don't mean I ain't a mess
My ink's being put to the test
And wherever I roam
I'm spitting bars off the dome
And now I'm walking alone through streets of death
And I'm coming home
Yeah, 'Imma do it somehow
'Imma rhyme my way to the top and then never come down
'Imma get into the rap game and get out this town
Cause once this song is finished it's going to be swim or drown (Coming Home)
Yeah, 'Imma make it out
'Imma buy this Earth and then I'm finna run my mouth
Ain't no falling for less or falling down for the burgs
It's how I do it and I'm finna make this work
I'm coming home

Written by:
Alessandro Colpo

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