Nelson Mendoza - Concept of Loneliness

Been down so long. cant let go of you
Tears fall real slow
Pain grows real old

I've been contemplating the concept of loneliness
Lonely with, why we sip and light the spliff
More afraid to leave broken then take a risk on an if
To die with people around sounds like bliss rather than escaping an empty kiss
Why do we fight if daggers miss
Pierce through my back before I receive my dying wish
We keep trying knowing tomorrow wakes up in sin
Only lying to ourselves, since we selfish as narcissistic wins
We only end up losings, lives finite as trusted whims
Just broken promises said by pathologic kids
They lie as we do so how we sleep holding all the tears in

Been down so long
Can't let go of you
Tears fall real slow
Pain grows real old

I've been contemplating the concept of loneliness
Lonely with, why we sip and light the spliff
I'm more happy when I'm alone then talking to your lips
The hard truth of hinting at quiet trips
Your company only soothes demons I carry in
We complain how we can't explain burdens on past to current relationships
Dating our ego apparently this is our damnation with our own self loathing
You suppose to be my partner not the one telling me I need you to keep holding

I've been contemplating the concept of loneliness
Lonely with, why we sip and light the spliff
Been through this ordeal with past lives I lived
Generational question of why I hid from myself
How do you invite me over to get rid of loneliness
The concept of contemplating reflective openness
Am I closed in from trauma or open to get worsen
How to heal if I feel the need for us to be perfect

Written by:
Nelson Mendoza Jr.

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