Rojaa - Confused Little Boy

Why
Why does this make me sigh
Why does this make me think about the past and why does this make me cry
But I cannot lie and say I'm not bothered by the fact that I just let it pass me by
I can't get this out of my head, can't forget even if I tried I'm reversing time
Way back to August of 2015 it was only just you and me
My thoughts won't stop and I'm sitting in my room asking why I made a scene
Throughout the months, we were adding to the canvas I just f****** wiped it clean
You told me to let you know and that you understand well what did that even mean
It never fails, every single day I always end up reminiscing
I'm running out of distractions to keep me busy but I swear it all just feels like a dream
What am I doing where am I going everything is so vague and I cannot see
I was reaching out and you kicked me when I was down man
Why do you have to be so mean I don't understand
I learned a lot, I started cooking more and I would burn the pot
But then we get into a conflict and we cursed and fought just
When I started thinking that we both cured the knot
Kept my cool in every kind of situation but it seemed like it never stopped
It's like metaphorically I'm cleaning the floor and she points and says I missed a spot
This happened a lot and I got shot thought it was okay
But it was always not I would do my best
But it was never enough I would say babe that's all I got
But let me stop I keep overthinking everything is done
But I keep reminiscing, everyone is gone but I keep on missing
Everyone is over but I keep on sinking
And I need help I feel so lost feeling so trapped in my own thoughts
Yes, I can finally focus on myself but it came with a dreadful cost
I lost a hand and I lost a friend I explained myself but you didn't understand
But there's no blame on you I would of felt the same but I believe in a second chance
I needed a break to gather my thoughts I don't know why you think this has been a plan
There was no bad intentions I tried my best to ignore it but I know that I can't
The choice I made I will always regret maybe not
But I know I'll probably get annoyed with the way
That I think and the way that I feel but in the end
I'm a confused little boy

Written by:
Roger Sandoval

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