Ear Candy - contrary

All my friends are too busy
Wasting their lives getting stoned
I don't need that bullshit
Maybe I'm better alone
Sat in my room been overthinking my feelings
Playing FIFA 21 with my demons
They're the only ones who know how I truly feel
Am I even real?
Why is the air trying to suffocate me?
Why do I care when people say they hate me?
Can't remember what I had for breakfast it's scary
To say I'm living life would be so contrary
*Isn't it ironic how I tell everyone that everything's okay
When I literally wanna slam a door on my head*
I've been way too busy spending my life on my phone
After this behavior, come and give this dog a bone
Lately I've just been so tired
And so many things that I don't give a shit about
Coming to me with all of your problems
Is another thing that I could really do without
There's nothing there in my head
And getting out of bed is a massive event
And I don't really wanna go outside
I'm scared that I'll just break down and cry
Why is the air trying to suffocate me?
Why do I care when people say they hate me?
Can't remember what I had for breakfast it's scary
To say I'm living life would be so contrary
Under my bed, I'm hiding all the monsters
Can't see no friends but I'm trying to find my lobster
I'm afraid that I'll die from having too much dairy
To say I'm living life would be so contrary

Written by:
JAMIE ELDRIDGE

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