Rugrat Nie - countdown

Hello
What's up gangster?
What's up bruh, what you on?
What you doing?
Not shit, chillin'
In my feelings as always
I don't know why
You need to leave that bullshit behind you
You know big things is coming soon
I appreciate you 'cuz
Checkin' up on me, I love you
Love you too gang, already know I got you
Number one, I was thirteen
Mind been gone from a lot of things , yeah
Number two, I was at mama house
And I ain't tell nobody anything, yeah
Number three, I felt low as hell
I'ma write it all down like a story tell
Number four, put her fingers down my esophagus
So I could throw it up
And that's real love, no lie
I be taking pills so I see the sky
I be acting like I'm happy but I wanna die
And I be drinking so hard, I can feel alive
Good brain from a diva, 'tiva
I get high so I don't feel the pain tonight
I be harsh to the ones that I love tonight
'Cuz they don't notice in my eyes that I wanna die, I cry
Countdown, countdown, countdown, count
And I say countdown, countdown, countdown, count
And you gone hear me say
Countdown, countdown, countdown, count
Countdown, countdown, countdown
And that's real love, no lie
I, love you
But I hate me
And I see things that they don't see
I like hunching, I like to feel things
But when they hurt me I stopped feeling things
And when they left me I stopped having dreams
And when I write, I explain everything
And when you lied I stopped believing things
I gave them everything
I tried to die four times, it's hurting me
I feel like Kaido, I can't get up off this world
And I ain't stressing 'bout no girl
And I ain't chasing after no hoe
I tell my mama about all the pain inside
But she don't wanna hear it no more
I tell my friends that I'ma be leaving soon
But they don't believe me no more
I don't wanna die, I just don't wanna be alive
So I go to sleep at like 6pm
And my mind a park like a jungle gym
I be playing games with my own heart
I be lying cuz I be scared to live in my truth, 'cuz it might hurt you
If I call can you answer
I got fucked over by a dancer
And my nose ain't red, no rudolph
When we see the nigga start blamming, catch 'em
Countdown, countdown, countdown, count
Countdown, countdown, countdown, count
Countdown, countdown, countdown, count
Countdown, countdown, countdown
And that's real love, no lie
Number one, I was thirteen
Mind been gone from a lot of things, yeah
Number two, I was at mama house
And I ain't tell nobody anything, yeah
Number three, I felt low as hell
I'ma write it all down like a story tell
Number four, put her fingers down my esophagus
So I could throw it up
And that's real love, no lie
I be taking pills so I see the sky
I be acting like I'm happy but I wanna die
And I be drinking so hard, I can feel alive
Good brain from a diva, 'tiva
I get high so I don't feel the pain tonight
I be harsh to the ones that I love tonight
'Cuz they don't notice in my eyes that I wanna die, I cry
And that's real love, no lie
And that's real love, no lie

Written by:
Aniyah Williams

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