KFitz - Couple Things Left

I thought all girls were crazy, turns out it was me this whole time
Same way I thought that I was fine, but I was blind, as I unwind
I keep on finding things about me that just fuck me up more
Didn't address what I suppressed and now I'm stressing for sure
I need a blessing even though I'm already blessed I can't get enough
It's so fucked how it's never enough
And shit's been rough, but I've been getting through it
Just making better music, it's therapeutic how I do it
The release is everything to me, not just the music but the thoughts that's inside
I was down for a couple months and I lost my drive
In a moment when I needed it most
Had every reason to be motivated, then I went ghost
And didn't do nothing, so now I'm back and tryna prove something
I'm only human and I made some mistakes
It's time to fix it now and grow from it, it happened for a reason
'Cause if there's no God I don't know what else to believe in
I don't know what else to believe in, and I'm just glad I'm still breathing
I know I'm here for a reason, that gives me something to believe in
I don't know what else to believe in, and I'm just glad I'm still breathing
I know I'm here for a reason, that gives me something to
Positivity is dope I'm not tryna dwell on the opposite
You reading what I wrote for some quotes you got like a lot of shit
To use for captions, elusive actions to avoid the feelings
And I guess I'll never really know how you was dealing
With the trauma, but wait this 'posed to be a happy song
Every time I try to do it's stupid it's not lasting long
And then it gets sad again, I'm rapping when I'm feeling down
I guess if it helps to write, the music's like a healing sound
I'm sealing ground with concrete flows to mend the holes I dug
I'm acting like it ain't real or a big deal when I know it was
I shoulder shrug, continue on and use it as a stepping stone
I spend so much time in my mind, it's like a second home
I set the phone reminder so I don't forget follow up
Some days are mad productive and others I know it's not enough
I got to find the middle ground or something just to stay content
The meantime I'll be fine use these rhymes as space to vent
Yeah I'm just going to that place I went, and I'm just using this as space to vent
I know that half of this not making sense, but it will soon, real soon, yeah
Yeah I'm just going to that place I went, and I'm just using this as space to vent
I know that half of this not making sense, but it will soon, real soon
Didn't realize how important it was to communicate
Until I started stressing, had me questioning, losing faith
Need two to play and who's to say the game ever even started
Maybe being too open just led to you being guarded
And now I'm being guarded too, it's funny how tables turn
I guess I had to fuck it up, and that was my way to learn
My main concern was happiness, and I wasn't getting that
And now I got a couple months that I'm never getting back
It wasn't all a waste, it definitely served a purpose
'Cause now I know the qualities I'm looking for in a person
And I will never settle, I can promise you that
Just like now that I've been writing, I can promise you raps
And I promise I'm back, and I'm better than I ever been
It's crazy how I ended it and been productive ever since
I miss a couple moments, but don't miss all the stress
I'm glad it ended on a decent note I wish you the best, I guess
I don't know what else to believe in (Yeah)
And I'm just glad I'm still breathing (Yeah, yeah)
I know I'm here for a reason (Reason)
That gives me something to believe in (Believe in)
Yeah I'm just goin to that place I went (Place I went)
And I'm just using this as space to vent (Space to vent)
I know that half of this not making sense, but it will soon, real soon, yeah
Will soon, real soon, real soon, real soon, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Written by:
Kyle Fitzpatrick

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