Drizzy P - Crazy & Wild

Look, first off this shit wasn't easy
Wasn't something that I wanted this was some that I needed
See my momma smile proud I think like damn what a feeling
Took the struggles from the basement pushed it straight up thru the ceiling
Like, damn what a feeling
This shit crazy, this shit wild
I Won't lie it took time
Sometimes I talk to GOD and I be wanting for to cry
Everynight I use to pray for everything that I got now
Like how the fuck I flip this pain Into a motherfuckin smile

I done cut so many friends I done lost so much of time
I don't lost a lot of money and damn near had lost my mind
All the struggles that I been through I could never blame my mom
And all my insecurities that fucked me up can't blame my pop
I had it hard but I can't lie this life a blessing
All the losses that I took they wasn't nothing but a lesson
I be acting like I never have the time to call and check in
Blame myself for all the problems I done brought this my confession
Feel like I ain't been there for my lil brudda and it's been hurting my soul
Been out the picture tryna figure out a way to be strong
I Made it right for all the times they always told me I'm wrong
But In the end it's gone be worth it when I'm finally home

Look, first off this shit wasn't easy
Wasn't something that I wanted this was some that I needed
See my momma smile proud I think like damn what a feeling
Took the struggles from the basement pushed it straight up thru the ceiling
Like, damn what a feeling
This shit crazy, this shit wild
I Won't lie it took time
Sometimes I talk to GOD and I be wanting for to cry
Everynight I use to pray for everything that I got now
Like how the fuck I flip this pain Into a mother-fuckin smile

Say what a feeling when you make it up from nothing
What a feeling when you feel like yo ass finally did some
What it feel like to be numb, say how it feel to be in love
Say I know just bout how it feel when you go hard to make it up
Feel like shit gone never work, you feel you running out of time
Feel alone all by ya self, a lot of nights you lost ya mind
Blaming others for ya problems, all ya life they told you lies
You put a smile on ya face, In hope's the pain will be disguised
You always felt like no one listened, no one ever cared
Opened ya heart up to the world, It felt like nobody was there
Onside the bed before you sleep you call to GOD and send a prayer
Hoping he fix that crooked smile that broke apart it's hard to wear

Look, first off this shit wasn't easy
Wasn't something that I wanted this was some that I needed
See my momma smile proud I think like damn what a feeling
Took the struggles from the basement pushed it straight up thru the ceiling
Like, damn what a feeling
This shit crazy, this shit wild
I Won't lie it took time
Sometimes I talk to GOD and I be wanting for to cry
Everynight I use to pray for everything that I got now
Like how the fuck I flip this pain Into a motherfuckin smile

Written by:
Dominic Peyreferry

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