OWEN XO - DISSOCIATION (Intro)

Dissociation, Dissociation is the disconnection between yourself and the world around You
But fuck that, No words could ever compare to what it really feels like
All I remember knowing for sure is
I was faced with death
That's what it felt like
If I laid down there was no getting back up
I walked all night, up and down the strip
All I could think about was my mom in that moment
Death was talking to me one hundred percent
But something saved me
I was talking to angels, while I was carrying these demons
I don't know what saved me that night
I don't know what gave me those extra breaths
That extra heartbeat that kept me alive
That night haunts me to this very day
I went through severe flashbacks
And just, just felt like something in my brain wasn't right
For a month straight I had these psychotic episodes
With the ultimate belief that this demon was haunting me
I thought it would never end
It's never been so dark, so lonely
And I felt as if I was living in a body that was supposedly marked dead
I wrote this album during that period
It was my only escape
To keep these thoughts from running rampant within side of me
This album is not for the masses it's not for the ones
It's not for the radio, it's for the ones that feel as lost as I did
And for you to know you're not alone
And although you may be broken
It opens up a door to see what truly lies within
Cherish the dark times, The pain is beautiful
Because it will bring you peace
Peace that you've never felt before

Written by:
Owen Stearns

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