keeton - Dare I Ask

What am I doing
I don't even know anymore
As if I ever did
Where was I going before don't think I'm in control anymore
The voices in my head
Are driving me instead
They won't let me go to bed until I do what they said
Until I do what they said

Who the hell am I
I can't even see anymore
The mirrors blocked by smoke
How could I be smoking anymore it's making my throat so sore
My voice is going dead
My vocal chords are red
And these questions in my head are killing me

Who what when where why and how'd I get kicked out without no eviction
Locked up with no past convictions
Why when we're asked how we're doing
I'd tell you but it'd be all bitching
Complain if I thought you'd listen
So I'll just lie and say I'm doing fine
Yeah I'm fine

Why'd I end up here
I don't even have a choice anymore
I guess free will was a lie
When will I get some more of the good old days I'm longing for
They flew right past my eyes
Flew way into the sky
Didn't get to say goodbye
Or did I

Who what when where why and how'd I get kicked out without no eviction
Locked up with no past convictions
Why when we're asked how we're doing
I'd tell you but it'd be all bitching
Complain if I thought you'd listen
If it's alright I'd rather say goodnight
Yeah goodnight

We never did
Never did any of all of those things that we said we would do
We never went
To Bonnaroo or Coachella never flew to Peru for the hell of it
Irrelevant to how we might act
We were at each other's backs
Saying things we'd regret
That we'd rather forget
You were halfway through school
So much growing to do
I gave up on myself and I blamed it on you
We both had bills to pay and lived too far away and were mad at our jobs and just both were so lost
But at the end of each day
You were there anyway

Who what when where why and how'd I get kicked out without no eviction
Locked up with no past convictions
Why when we're asked how we're doing
I'd tell you but it'd be all bitching
Complain if I thought you'd listen
But you won't tonight
So I'll say goodbye
Yeah goodbye

Written by:
Keeton Simpson

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