Baate - Darkness Is The One For Me

Yo, let me reminisce
I'm thinking back to all of this
Back to when I thought I was the shit
Way before my brain went and split
Back then never had a single migraine
My brain, goes so insane, it's lame
I'm living in darkness, used to think that I got this
I'm living that god shit, now I wish I was gothic
I wish I was goddess, but now I am godless
My mind is toxic, it shows me no options
But I am optional, never been functional
Now I am for fucked shit I'll
Down a bottle of Adderall, battle them
Like fish, they're beer battered
I'm broken and tattered
My mind has just shattered
I'm madder than hatter
These bitches all scatter
My mind does not matter
It's not even mine
Like ninety-one, nine
But bitch I got lives
Cats be catching them mice
Them mice is them rats
The rats in my mind
Eat behind my eyes
I got no surprise
I may as well die

Back to the living
I'm livid in prison
My vision has limits
Collision is imminent
Drowning without relevance
Used to say for the hell of it
Now I know there is hell in it
Infinite spinning with sinning
I'm killing, more frequent
I feel like a freak and
They say that I am
Damn, never taken a Xanax
But I might just tonight
Just to see what I like
Im a write through the night
No, they've taken my rights
My life is a lie, they say reach to the sky
But left me in a sty, they never wanted me to win
So all I did was take the heroin
Needed help coping
Left me dry and in the open
Hopeless, full of dope and
Homeless, knowing
Nothing can change
Bound in chains
They never wanted me to win
So all I did was take the heroin
Needed help coping
Left me dry and in the open
Hopeless, full of dope and
Homeless, knowing
Nothing can change
Bound in chains

Wait, now I'm thinking
What if I just joined him
Hate, where you been
Hey I was thinking
Back on what you saying
Been here from the jump
Now I'm willing to run
If you're listening
Just know, I've been listening
You want the best for me
Not because you care for me
But because you are me
I can see you aren't the enemy
But you're not the hero
I'm willing to start at ground zero
I want to be free, you want to be free
If you're a freak, then I'm a freak
Together we can get everything
You and me are the true me
Like a coin, if we join
Then we're mean
Right before prison
We knew our heading
Didn't see it, but we were working together
I see I'm not tethered
I may be weathered
But you are weathered
Together, we're winning forever
"Finally, you see it"

Written by:
Jay Cordon

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