SeDari - De Depressed

Dear Jesse
I don't want to be enemies anymore
Sincerely, You

The former depressive adolescent
Takes the form of a star in the present
See the scars in his presence
He doesn't see them as a curse but more so as a present
Only slivers of happiness but all of that is gonna change gonna change change when he wakes up
The realization that you've been the you that you wanna be way before the change up
Way before the hang ups
Way before the thoughts that you feel control your life as if they hold the strings up
Don't need to hold the pain up
Just let it fly and be free
Please don't close up to possibilities
Cause eventually that cripples you like disabilities
While the real you is stuck in that cage
Singing
Wishing that you'd look at yourself and see that you're more just a victim

Cause this is my life and I just can't let you win anymore
This is my world and I just can't let you block all my doors
Conversations with myself when we were enemies
Remember me
I've been in here waiting till you set me free

Then in my childhood in the dawn
Of a most stormy life was drawn
From ev'ry depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still
From the torrent, or the fountain
From the red cliff of the mountain
From the sun that 'round me roll'd
In its autumn tint of gold
From the lightning in the sky
As it pass'd me flying by
From the thunder, and the storm
And the cloud that took the form
When the rest of Heaven was blue
Of a demon in my view
Edgar Allen Poe, Alone

Cause this is my life and I just can't let you win anymore
This is my world and I just can't let you block all my doors
Conversations with myself when we were enemies
Remember me
I've been in here waiting till you set me free
Cause this is my life and I just can't let you win anymore
More
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This is my world and I just can't let you block all my doors
Doors
Doors

The now reformed individual that stands before you today
Has evolved to say that you can and will find a way
To survive the pain no matter how it hurts
Despite the form it takes
Whether breakups, deaths or worse
You're not allowed to let it win but take yo time
It's way harder than we make it seem to really defeat that state of mind
But don't you let up
Find your set up
Walk hard as you can and then hold your chest up
Cause fear is one hell of a drug
It makes a star think he ain't part of heavens above
Makes a volcano sleep forever never to erupt
Makes a person think that they're only one out of billions
Not knowing that you're one with the billions
And still forever 1 of 1 in the billions

Cause this is my life and I just can't let you win anymore
This is my world and I just can't let you block all my doors
Conversations with myself when we were enemies
Remember me
I've been in here waiting till you set me free
Cause this is my life and I just can't let you win anymore
More
More
This is my world and I just can't let you block all my doors
Doors
Doors

Written by:
Jesse Pondexter

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