Shai Soul - MY DEAR (feat. renowho)

I ain't been grateful enough, I'm guilty
I've been blinded by my fears
Way to greasy, more than he'll be
Flashin' grins to hide my tears
'I've been tryna' understand me'
That stuff comes with time, my dear
No one tries to fight 'round here
We've all been alive 'round here

I know that life is more than scary
Price to live is high 'round here
I've been busy picking daisies
I don't stress what I can't hear
Nonchalant if I can front it
I've been freaking out, I swear
No one lives a lie 'round here
We've all been alive 'round here

Yeah, I swear I've lived a lie
Cah' I don't really see my eyes
I feel I've been in disguise
I'm tryna' find the reason why the things I feel get redivided
Sent away to sleep and lie alone down in the deepest parts of my own soul
I've realized I been tryna' be this person, I've forgotten who I am
I try hard to change and work
I feel the greed in idle hands
Every improvement that I make I see something that I could have
Like, I forget to love the man I am
No harm in lookin' back

There's no harm in self respect
But some man take that shit for ego
Now we're scared to love ourselves
Cah' those who don't start turning evil
Me, I've learned to love the stuff that's good
And hate the stuff I bleed for
I can't go on being mindless
I've got too much love for people

Ay
But nobodies perfect
If you ain't tryin' then you ain't worth it, ay
Everyone's hurtin'
If you don't speak then nobody heard it, ay
I been givin' my charkas out to the man that always been workin'
Me, I've been learnin', murked it
Lazy, jumped on the wave now everyone's surfin', ay

I ain't been grateful enough, I'm guilty
I've been blinded by my fears
Way to greasy, more than he'll be
Flashin' grins to hide my tears
'I've been tryna' understand me'
That stuff comes with time, my dear
No one tries to fight 'round here
We've all been alive 'round here

I know that life is more than scary
Price to live is high 'round here
I've been busy picking daisies
I don't stress what I can't hear
Nonchalant if I can front it
I've been freaking out, I swear
No one lives a lie 'round here
We've all been alive 'round-

I still hear all the gunshots
We takin' your chain and the wristwatch
Man, you not on my level
We rockin' a Bezel
You be pilly and talkin' all on TikTok
Yeah
I'm makin' my way to the tip-top
Shh, I ain't hear shit- my lips locked
Not on my stage, you won't do my like Chris Rock

Hang out the window, we aim for his ribs
He say the money, I stay out the mix
Letterman's, mix it up with the Rick's
Got this shit on from my head to my kicks
Watch your tone, nigga I ain't no bitch
Moving around like I play for the Nicks
Feel like Lelo, can't leave without Stitch
Shadow-Chrome, puttin' on for the Flint

Hold up
Too many times in here
Like, why are you lyin' in here?
Damn, I'm too high in here
Damn, I'm too high to hear
Yeah
Diamonds ear to ear
Too much work
Too much time, how could this not be my year?
Uh, yeah

I ain't been grateful enough, I'm guilty
I've been blinded by my fears
Way to greasy, more than he'll be
Flashin' grins to hide my tears
'I've been tryna' understand me'
That stuff comes with time, my dear
No one tries to fight 'round here
We've all been alive 'round here

I know that life is more than scary
Price to live is high 'round here
I've been busy picking daisies
I don't stress what I can't hear
Nonchalant if I can front it
I've been freaking out, I swear
No one lives a lie 'round here
We've all been alive 'round here

Written by:
Fin Johnbaptiste, Lorenz Taplett

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