Cedo - Dear, A.P

Dear, A.P
Last night we said goodbye and we
Went on our own paths
On own ways
But I can't forget
About the good times good days
And the love I felt
Gave thanks every day to God
For the blessing he gave
Like an angel that fell
From heaven to earth
But oh God, I didn't deserve
How this went down
Where we went so wrong
I thought I quit rap
But I just wrote another song
I could've cared less
If you didn't want me
But you threw us away and you took with you
A piece of me
You see, that night
I almost took my life
I tried
I was up all day all night
I'd just cry
'Cause you couldn't stay true
Asked if there was someone else
But you couldn't tell me the truth
If you didn't wanna be with me
You could've said that you
Were bored of me, like the rest
But I treated you the best
You really could've cared less
My hearts ripped out my chest

I swear to God I'm scared to fall again
I'm terrified of women, yeah my heads a mess
'Cause you said you wouldn't do me dirty like my ex
But you did worse
I didn't fall over heels
Nah I fell face first
Can't believe you'd cheat
Lie to me
And try to make believe
Like it was my fault?
What'd I do wrong?
Gave you my all, treated you right and made you a song
About how I really felt
Poured that shit out my chest
Now I'm doing it again
This time bout an ex
I already said goodbye
Broken family
Broken pieces
Putting back together
And it's been 3 months
Since I said goodbye to you forever
I hear about you
In the same position
As when I found you
Broken and searching
For something to fill
The hole in your soul
So you sleep around and you hope
That the bottom of the bottle
Will change the fact that you'll get hurt again
When karma catches
I tried to give you a ring and everlasting
But you didn't want me
Well just get in line
I talked to God the other day
He said it wasn't my time

But you know I speak better through my music
My mind I didn't lose it
I'm doing better everyday
And I pray
That you can forgive yourself
When that day comes, and you look God in the face

Written by:
Daniel Icedo

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