Royal Ryan - Decision
September 5th, 2017This was the day that changed everything for me
I made my decision now I got to live with it
They were just laughing
As I took a couple
Let me start it from the beginning
It all started with a sinus infection
Got over after two weeks
But it came back with added tension
I was confused
And I didn't know what to do
This put me in a deep depression
What direction should I go now
So then I started to slow down
And I wasn't motivated at all
Then I met this girl
It was early on that fall
First night we hung out we just talked
And so she wanted me to meet her friend
I said sounds good so we hung out again
She ended up wanting to that next night
I said I'll meet you at your place
Drove to her friends house
It was a nice place
Sitting around the bonfire
Ended up pulling out a bowl
Do you smoke?
I said no
Not anymore
She wanted me to so eventually I gave in
This is what happened
Peer pressure took control
I was thinking to myself
What's a couple hits going to do
I wish I would of knew
Everything you do affects you in someway
I made my decision
Now I got to live with it
They were just laughing
As I took a couple hits
For 6 long months
I was in a dark abyss
There was so many nights
I almost called it quits
I made my decision
Now I got to live with it
They were just laughing
As I took a couple hits
For 6 long months
I was in a dark abyss
There was so many nights
I almost called it quits
That's all it took, one decision like that and you don't know who to trust
For awhile I couldn't even trust myself
I just kept on making mistakes
Stepdad od'd now here I am
Not even thinking about what could happen to me
I remember sitting on the couch
And getting this pain in my head
Then it spread to my chest
Am I going to end up dead?
My legs are shaking now
And I'm freaking out
My hearts racing
And there telling me to calm down
I know I ain't tripping
I know my body
I'm healthy
But I feel like my future
Just got foggy
I didn't know what to do so I decided to calm my mom
They didn't want me to
So I ended up storming out pissed off
Called 911 for an ambulance first
I didn't have my car
Then I told my mom what happened
Can you even imagine?
Went to the hospital
And they did blood work
Came back clean meaning I smoked k2
Fake marijuana
Meaning it affects me differently than you
This is what happened
Peer pressure took control
I was thinking to myself
What's a couple hits going to do
I wish I would of knew
Everything you do affects you in someway
It's crazy how much my life changed that day
I made my decision
Now I got to live with it
They were just laughing
As I took a couple hits
For 6 long months
I was in a dark abyss
There was so many nights
I almost called it quits
I made my decision
Now I got to live with it
They were just laughing
As I took a couple hits
For 6 long months
I was in a dark abyss
There was so many nights
I almost called it quits
Yeah
Moral of the story
Think before you make a decision
You never know
When something can change your life
You never know
Written by:
Austin Knight
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