Mike Blazed - DeepEnd

Let me just get this off my chest
Everyday I feel less than blessed
And my head's a mess
Fucked up 'cause I'm straight depressed
I been a nervous wreck
Snortin percocet
Go to work 'cause I need the check
Light the weed need to take a breath
In this empty bed I feel regret
All the words you said I thought you meant
Left me so confused so I drug abuse
Numb on the floor in this empty room
Impending doom
Anxiety
Why you lie to me
Just shove me away so quietly
Worthless yeah that's what Mike can be
Gun in my hand lets die and see
Just back up I need privacy
I see white lines and they love me well
Wear a fake smile but I'm fine girl can't you tell
Who knew earth was a place in hell
Since birth I been takin Ls
Life's a battle better ring the bell
'Cause this shit right here gets heavy
When the rain comes we ain't ready
That heartbreak will make your heart race and you'll dread it
Beg for her and you'll feel pathetic
Overdosin I need a medic
Tryin hard give me some credit
I think I hate to love myself
I want you girl no one else
I don't care if you're bad for my health
Or the stab that I felt
But the pain I caused put a hurt on us all
I think I hate to love myself

You told me you would call me by the weekend
Love of my life how the fuck can we just be friends
Why try to pretend
He wants her but she don't need him
Pillies in my pocket guess I'm jumpin off the deep end
Told me you would call me by the weekend
Love of my life how the fuck can we just friends
Why try to pretend
He wants her but she don't need him
Pillies in my pocket guess I'm jumpin off

I talk to myself at night
Can't move no help in sight
A lot of good times one bad day
I wish you would stay but that'll take it all away
Head down I'ma fall today
Empty hands no card to play
You know the shit that I guard safe
When my heart break
These pills crush on a dark plate
Fake laughs for them fake fools
They take half and then hate you
Made mistakes I know that's true
My soul shake tryna break through
Deceivin me why you leavin me
This whole thing ain't what it need to be
You talked about the things that we could be
Now it's clear to see
You got bigger plans
Sorry that I am a broken man
With his hopeless dream
But out of everyone I wish you'd notice me
Until then I feel the perc drain
If you ask me I'm the worst thing
Doin cocaine with my sawed off Kurt Cobain
My brain sick let it go bang
'Cause life here feels so strange
We live to die it's a slow game
Can't see me I'm a no name
I get no love in my own lane
Jump head first off the deep end
Love the pain let it sink in
Them broken ties from spoken lies
Always think about it when I smoke and drive

You told me you would call me by the weekend
Love of my life how the fuck can we just be friends
Why try to pretend
He wants her but she don't need him
Pillies in my pocket guess I'm jumpin off the deep end
Told me you would call me by the weekend
Love of my life how the fuck can we just friends
Why try to pretend
He wants her but she don't need him
Pillies in my pocket guess I'm jumpin off the deep end

When I jump off the deep end
Don't say you love me 'cause I know you like to pretend
Tell me you hate me and the pain that I should be in
He wants her but she don't need him
Guess karma got even

Written by:
Michael Schulden

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