Blackheart Apparatus - Default

Stay light
Life takes, again and again
It breaks us now and then
Hard times are just the default
And then they end and take us all
Was there anything here?
I hate my longing for fear
I feel way duller than most
How can I heal all that I've lost?
I never knew what was right
I always chose the worst
I never thought I could write
My feelings in the verse
I never hoped I'd become
Someone who isn't numb
I didn't know
I couldn't know (I couldn't know)
I wouldn't know who I am (stay)
I hate (I hate) the way I saw myself (Stay light)
I dread (I dread) my degrading mental health (Stay light)
I want (I want) to try to feel again (Stay light)
I am too light to feel it (Stay light)
Stay light
Stay light
Stay light (Default)
I never knew what was right
I always chose the worst (Stay light)
I never thought I could write
My feelings in reverse (Stay light)
I never hoped I'd become
Someone who isn't numb (Stay light)
I didn't know
I couldn't know (I couldn't know)
I wouldn't know who I am
I never knew
Default
I never thought
I never hoped I'd be free
I never
I couldn't know believe me
Stay

Written by:
Mikhail Eremeev

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