Monni Mo X Ruu - Demons

(What's the meanings
But it aint what it seems)
I been fighting
Battles in my head with my demons
I been really trynna figure
What's the meanings
Smiles on my face
But it ain't what it seems
Money in my pocket
Trynna keep it in my genes
Conversations with the devil
Got me feelin so defeated
Know that I ain't losin
But he just want me deleted
I'm trynna stay up out of the scenes
But that's gon help him win
And make me not follow all of my dreams
Never ending fight
Everyday of my life
Paranoia got me trippin
I gotta ride w a pipe
Friends ain't really friends
Everybody a enemy
Bad vibes I get
Feel like they pray on the end of me
Sippin out the bottle
Used to tell em double cup me
Fuckin on the models
don't even need em to love me
Shit got really different
I'm really feelin insane
And now I can't explain
What's goin on in my brain
I hate sounding this sad
But shit I'm so full of pain
tryin to get it out of me
I been so full of rage
Really full of anger
Opposition endangered
Careful runnin up to me
Everybody a stranger
I been feelin cold
So I'm gripping on this flame
And if I really go
Is they gon remember my name
It might just be my fault
Ain't got nobody to blame
So I blame it on the liquor
But Im still sippin the drank
Devil in my head
Tellin me to go and join him
Angels in my ear
Tellin me to just avoid him
Niggas want me dead
Talkin bout just go destroy him
Bitches in my bed
Baby just don't be annoying
Ain't got too much left
I just been trynna preserve it
Trynna live my best life
Cause lord knows I deserve it
I done made a few mistakes
But ain't nobody perfect
I don't got regrets
But I'm not sure that it was worth it
I been fighting
Battles in my head w my demons
I been really trynna figure
What's the meanings
Smiles on my face
But it ain't what it seems
Money in my pocket
Trynna keep it in my genes
Conversations w the devil
Got me feelin so defeated
Know that I ain't losin
But he just want me deleted
I'm trynna stay up out of the scenes
But That's gon help him win
And make me not follow all of my dreams
I been doin right
Cause I ain't trynna disappoint
Momma ask me what's that
In my hand ma Issa joint
I had to do some growing
But im still yo little boy
They see me talk my shit
And they hearin I gotta voice
Young nigga makin noise
Ain't never get no allowance
Had to stack my coins
Now Im takin money showers
I'm a different breed
I ain't nothin like these cowards
They say the world is yours
But we gon show em that it's ours
I been fighting
Battles in my head w my demons
I been really trynna figure
What's the meanings
Smiles on my face
But it ain't what it seems
Money in my pocket
Trynna keep it in my genes
Conversations w the devil
Got me feelin so defeated
Know that I ain't losin
But he just want me deleted
I'm trynna stay up out of the scenes
But That's gon help him win
And make me not follow all of my dreams

Written by:
Damonni Lobo

Publisher:
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

Lyrics powered by Lyric Find