GodlyOne - Demons

Chatter in my head
Think it's Lucifer again
Constantly wishing I had a different life instead
I regret ever believing any word you said
I feel weak, I feel useless, I don't matter yeah
Constant battles with my demons
They be beating me
Here's a thought:
They can't hurt me if I'm fucking dead
I'm truly hurt, truly lost, truly over shit
They won't miss you till you gone, sad truth but yeah
You t-t-t-told me you'd be here till the very end
Well I'm at mine, where you at? You a lying bitch
I fucking blamed myself for the shit you put me through
Manipulated me into feeling sorry for the shit you did
It wasn't ever really me
You knew what you was doing speaking fake love to me
Told me that I don't gotta worry, cause you'll be with me
You took the xans away to be the reason that I take em
And that's the worst part of it
You wasn't there when it came down to it
Put the act away or really act on it
What did you gain from all of the bullshit lies and the tales?
I want you to feel lost like I did but you'll never care
Chatter in my head
Think it's Lucifer again
Constantly wishing I had a different life instead
I regret ever believing any word you said
I feel weak, I feel useless, I don't matter yeah
Constant battles with my demons
They be beating me
Here's a thought
They can't hurt me if I'm fucking dead
I'm truly hurt, truly lost, truly over shit
They won't miss you till you gone, sad truth but yeah
I look up to the sky
As I lay in bed and cry
"Suicide is not a option", please tell me why?
"Cause you'll pass the pain to someone else"
Stop the bullshit
A person gotta care for that to even be realistic
I live a lie
Tell myself after dark there's a light
I wonder who'll post me when they find out that I'm dead
Please burn my body, I don't wanna be in a grave
In another universe, I died of old age
My whole life I been a ghost, this time you won't see me
I wish my family and wait - fuck all my "friends"
I wish someone gave the smallest shit about me yeah
And when I'm gone, if you care, please be happy, yeah
Chatter in my head
Think it's Lucifer again
Constantly wishing I had a different life instead
I regret ever believing any word you said
I feel weak, I feel useless, I don't matter yeah
Constant battles with my demons
They be beating me
Here's a thought:
They can't hurt me if I'm fucking dead
I'm truly hurt, truly lost, truly over shit
They won't miss you till you gone, sad truth but yeah

Written by:
Jason Simon

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