Lilbadkatt - desperate

How would you think of me if you had some empathy
Took the things you borrowed from me
Dreams when we weren't even asleep
I wonder how you think of me
Cuz you're finally living in your wildest dreams
And I bet you never thought you'd be rid of me
And I bet you never thought that it'd be so easy
I like it when it's late cuz all I have is me
I'm only being selfish cuz that's my own specialty
I've got all this time just to think independently
Can't do nothin' but watch stars go by endlessly
Then I roll over to the cold side of the bed
Then I'm looking at the cold side of my head
Where she's hard and she's sick and she's bittersweet
And she's got some good questions about who really is me
And even though I could feel my heartbeat
I couldn't give her an answer that I believed
Maybe there's something missing but
You know, honestly
There's probably just something wrong with me
Thought I'd know a good person when I see one
Cuz game recognizes game, and that I could be one
But I've been wrong so many times, I admit
That maybe I was wrong about me
And I'm just a dick
How would you think of me if you had some empathy
Took the things you borrowed from me
Dreams when we weren't even asleep
I wonder how you think of me
Cuz you're finally living in your wildest dreams
And I bet you never thought you'd be rid of me
And I bet you never thought that it'd be so easy
I am a tree that's being pulled up by the roots
And it's stuck, and it's begging just to stay with the Earth
Cuz the soil is so warm and familiar, it's the truth
That it's easier to hold onto what's been right in front of you
But it's better when you know how to let go
Cuz the thing that's killing you will only do it slow
No time to think, no time to breathe
Just hold onto yourself as it hits you relentlessly
I don't know, it's not like it even matters
All the noise in my head is meaningless chatter
Haven't even finished the page and the voices in my head
Say to flip to the next chapter
Can I ask, why do I end up feeling this way
I just wanna be good so bad at the end of the day
I don't know what's up, down, left, or right
I just know I can't have another bad night
How would you think of me if you had some empathy
Took the things you borrowed from me
Dreams when we weren't even asleep
I wonder how you think of me
Cuz you're finally living in your wildest dreams
And I bet you never thought you'd be rid of me
And I bet you never thought that it'd be so easy
How would you think of me if you had some empathy
Took the things you borrowed from me
Dreams when we weren't even asleep
I wonder how you think of me
Cuz you're finally living in your wildest dreams
And I bet you never thought you'd be rid of me
And I bet you never thought that it'd be so easy

Written by:
Gina Bao

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