JordanKnowsYou - Didn't Wanna

Cause I didn't wanna do it
Nah, I didn't wanna do it
Cause I didn't wanna do it
Nah, I didn't wanna do it
Cause I didn't wanna do it
Nah, I didn't wanna do it
Cause I didn't wanna do it
Nah, I didn't wanna do it
My anxiety didn't want me to do it
But I knew that I had to pursue it
Since a little kid in love with the music
There was no way I could ever refuse it
So now I just use it, watch me abuse it
If I don't stop - I won't lose it
And I won't flop, I'm gonna prove it
In my way? Then you gotta move it
Now when I write I'm like a turned off laptop, cause I got my head down
That's why at night I turn on my laptop, tryna find my sound
Cause I'm up all night like I'm an owl, that's why my bars are dark like Al
That's why my bars make you say "ow" and that's why my bars make you say "how?"
Bars go fast like Usain's round
Max ammo, I'm the hell hound
And I could even make Nemo drown
And I could even make Elro proud
Someone should get me the crown
They need to recognize me down town
So I play my tunes with the speakers loud
And always got my windows rolled down
Cause recently I've been making moves
Stuck to the tracks just like glue
I've been going hard at work too
Money spins the world 'round, yeah that's true
I just wanna do what I wanna do
So I gotta do what I gotta do
And come through with that brand new
Better hope my plan involves you
Nah I didn't wanna do it at first
But my brain said "spit a sick verse"
But I know I always think the worst
Till I finally let the bubble burst
Now when you see me I'm winning
Might even just be chilling
I could even be there grinning
Or even sat there drilling
When you see me I'm winning
Might even just be chilling
I could be sat there grinning
Or even sat there drilling
Or I could be battling with my own thoughts
That's how quick it can switch
With A brain like liquorice allsorts
So I guess it is what it is
You get what you're given, my minds in prison
Cause somedays I'm so driven
Somedays I wonder if they listen, or if I'm in the right position
Like Is this even my mission?
Has my focus lost its vision?
Am I on course for collision?
Did I make the right decision?
Cause I didn't wanna do it but I still did
In my head, I'm just that little kid
Just wanna make the real quids
But I don't think that this is it
I don't think I got what it takes
I'm an act and it's all fake
I really need to take a break
Don't think I'm even that great
I'm my biggest fan but I'm my worst enemy
Only I can stay ahead of me
Thought I came back a different entity
But I came back with no identity
So I walk around in confusion
A fool of my own illusion
Thought that I was inhuman
But I'm really in delusion
I'm really out of my mind
Rap is a waste of my time
I'll never ever be signed
Before my cards declined
Somehow I was made blind
Tryna be something that I
Must of saw in a dream I
Use to have every night
Didn't wanna do it
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Written by:
Jordan Doyle-Moxham

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