VALSON - Die Alone

If this is what love is then I gotta go
If hurt is the answer then don't call my phone
If all this meant nothing I don't wanna know
If this is what love is I'd rather die alone
I have a mind that can be so misunderstood
I think I carry too much baggage from my childhood
And I know, I know I should be over it
But I can't stop telling myself I was just a kid
Am I undeserving just because you think I am?
Does my emotional intelligence threaten you?
Cause before I said my piece we were all good
You can't accept that I'm mentally ahead of you
We had the same hurt but I put mine to better use
Traded the home that we built for a better view
You only hurt me like you did cause I was letting you
Go tell your version of events, I'mma tell the truth
And I ain't saying all of this to embarrass you
All is fair in love and war, I ain't make the rules
You know we're in it way too deep - we can't call a truce
And when it's comes to your motive - I don't have a clue
How could you?
Why did you?
I don't know.. still
What happened
We went left
Don't want to.. feel
I hate you
I question
Was it.. real?
Was it real?
How could you?
Why did you?
I don't know.. still
What happened
We went left
Don't want to.. feel
I hate you
I question
Was it.. real?
Was it real?
Where were you at when I needed you most?
I reached for your hand and then you let me go
I'm starting to think you take love as a joke
But my heart ain't a game so I hope you take note
Of this message I'm sending you up in the sky
If you left today, baby I would survive
I cannot tell if you're honest
Cause I get so blinded by what I make up in my mind
To me, to your friends, to yourself you tell lies
I didn't want much more than for you to try
Where we go from here is for you to decide
But when it comes to my heart I won't compromise
Be honest and tell me all that's on your mind
I got here at 10 and it's going on 5
Don't know how I got here, just wanted to drive
But a couple of turns and a couple of lights
Got me thinking I need to see you face to face
Even though I told you that I needed space
There is no one that could ever replace
And I wish we could work but that isn't the case
You tried to tell me that you didn't know
I'll leave all my baggage - just get up and go
You get the message - won't leave you a note
Cause if this is what love is
I'd rather die alone
I gotta go
If hurt is the answer then don't call my phone
If all this meant nothing I don't wanna know
If this is what love is I'd rather die alone

Written by:
Jermain Hardison

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