LjDaDeuce - Different

I know I'm special
I'm so different

I know I'm special
I'm so different
But I been judged off past decisions
I try to explain myself but I cant't say how I'm feeling
And honestly I ain't felt love in a minute

I was in my room and I lashed out
I punched a hole in my wall yeah I just flashed out
My daddy saw me crying he put his arm around me
But that's the only time I felt like he came to see
How I was doing and he tried to put my heart at ease
But it was to late I'm already on my feet
A couple steps later and I'm running out the door
Ma smelled weed in the house she tryna find my dope
And I got numb to the pain I started smoking dro
Steady writing music yeah I found my way to cope
And the fact that I was stressing wasn't cause we was broke
Wanted to laugh with my dad but ain't nobody know
Aye Aye

I know I'm special
I'm so different
But I been judged off past decisions
I try to explain myself but I cant't say how I'm feeling
And honestly I ain't felt love in a minute

Don't nobody understand what I say
And I swear to God it make me feel some type of way
You can see the emotions right on my face
I ain't with the drama save it for another day
And they thinking cause I'm small that I'm the one to play
Won't hesitate to bust it I'll up it in ya face
You can try ya luck I bet that Ima let it spray
Unnnn I think they want me to catch a case
I swear to God I'm so fed up
They telling me to keep my head up
But how I'm suppose to do that when it ain't getting better
I talk to God but it seem like he won't answer
Aye Aye

I know I'm special
I'm so different
But I been judged off past decisions
I try to explain myself but I cant't say how I'm feeling
And honestly I ain't felt love in a minute

Written by:
Larry Woods Jr

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