Relive Reactions - Dissociate

[Whistling]

I get caught up in dreaming when a demon's got my throat
She's choking me out, I feel like I'm about to float
Sometimes I awaken and forget it all again
It's like this dream amnesia wants to be my only friend
I wake up in the morning when it's 6 o'clock at night
I don't do anything I have no freeze or fight or flight
'Cause usually instead, I'm just floating off in space
But without a suit of oxygen or mask upon my face

'Cause I dissociate
Stare into a mirror
And I masturbate
Until the image isn't clear
And I take just several minutes to stare into a wall
But when I come to it's been three days after fucking all
'Cause I dissociate

[Whistling]

And when my mama called I didn't grab the phone
And when she called again and three more times I didn't grab the phone
And only on the sixth time when I snapped out of my trance
She'd already called the cops and burst in, and I didn't glance
They brought me to the hospital to see what they could do
They said get medication, and living alone just wouldn't do
So now I live with daddy and I just lay in my bed
As I watch myself just lay there, fucked out of my head

'Cause I dissociate
Stare into a mirror
And I masturbate
Until the image isn't clear
And I take just several minutes to stare into a wall
But when I come to it's been three days after fucking all
'Cause I dissociate
And got everybody questioning
Blame opiates
At least that's what they've been reckoning
I live inside the dead zone inside of my own mind
Between god and family, friends and foes, the barrier is mine
'Cause I dissociate

[Bass Solo]

'Cause I dissociate
Stare into a mirror
And I masturbate
Until the image isn't clear
And I take just several minutes to stare into a wall
But when I come to it's been three days after fucking all
'Cause I dissociate
And got everybody questioning
Blame opiates
At least that's what they've been reckoning
I live inside the dead zone inside of my own mind
Between god and family, friends and foes, the barrier is mine
'Cause I dissociate

[Whistling]

Written by:
Trent A. Jones

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