A Really Bad Ghost - Dissociation

So I still have this dream and it's just a thing
That seems to feel so impossible
I haven't given up
Should I let it go
Will I feel that accomplishment
This is not the life I want
I know there is more to do
Will I free myself from this deja vu
Trapped like a dog who has seen the wolf
Will I ever be more than this
Do I believe in myself
I've been stuck in this loop
Chewed off the last of my nail
Why am I so afraid to see if this will fail
Just to know I tried
You can all hear me cry
As I try to escape myself
Like a rat in a ball
Who is stuck on the wheel
How has this frame of mind become mass appeal
So I shut down to create an escape
But always end up in the same space
But do I believe in myself
Disassociate
I've started to dissociate from myself
I don't know where to start
Is this really supposed to be
Oh to feel like a shark in the great blue sea
How do I even stay true to myself when I'm
Always trying to be who I wanna be
Do I believe in myself
Disassociate
I've started to dissociate from myself
Disassociate
I've started to dissociate from myself
Oh

Written by:
Bruce Chaidez

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