Jordan D. Mitchell - DISSOCIATION

Deep in side your mind, you've lost it be honest
You lost track of time, she died move on kid
You don't want to cry, don't try, its bullshit
You made out the nine, bout time they killed him
They mother fucking killed him
life sentence on the deep end
He was only playing defense
Cuz no one would defend him
I'm losing touch with reality baby
I hope you get away its a riot here baby
I'm trapped inside my mind girl I'm goin

Bitch I'm losing touch (Bitch!)
With everybody (Everybody)
With everybody (Everybody)
Aye
Bitch I'm losing touch (Bitch!)
With Everybody (Everybody)
With Everybody (Everybody)
With Everybody
I don't even know what's real anymore
My hoes do not call me crip these hoes for show
I be breaking mirrors cuz my vision burns
Pointing at myself can't do this no more

We may talk but bitch we ain't friends (Damn!)
I don't trust shit but a handwritten check
Boy I'ma get rich and pay my granddaddy rent (Okay!)
Then turn up in my crib gettin lit with my nigs
I don't trust no body lately
My mama knows I been misbehaving
I wanna burn in hell like hades
You wanna have my love then pay me
My chick got big tits like anime (Anime!)
My head in the dark
Understand I can't elevate
I can't tell if she loves me
That why I fucked up
B*****a soul was kind
And I still messed it up
Drinking bottles to the neck
Don't you sober me up
If I swerve on the road
Death gon have to catch up
Shawty won't hit my line
I flaked so many times (Damn!)
I don't know what day it is
I think I fell behind (Oh!)
Mayela always trippin
But that pussy is splendid
She always out here cheating
I wonder if I'm different

Bitch I'm losing touch (Bitch!)
With Everybody (Everybody)
With Everybody (Everybody)
Aye
Bitch I'm losing touch (Bitch!)
With Everybody (Everybody)
With Everybody (Everybody)
Aye
I don't even know what's really real anymore
My hoes do not call me crip them hoes for show
I be breaking mirrors cuz my vision burns
Pointing at myself can't do this no more

Aye
I'm self destructive for the fuck of it bro (Damn)
I pushed all my friends away
I just gave up my home (For real?)
I've been fucking on my ex
That toxic bitch loves the throne
I'm a vet to the hustle
Most you niggas unknowns (On god)
I don't have control, yet it's all in my mind (My mind)
I'm up half the night, my spirit don't feel right (Not right)
And I can't even eat, I lost my appetite (Appetite)
My suicidal bitches leave and don't say goodbye (No no)
I be looking at myself at a distance
Popped an edible on
Mars is my mission
Telescope my problems
You wouldn't believe it
I be at my crib posted up
With all of my demons

Lord, oh shit
I'll apologize later, after I'm rich and famous
Tell my foes to back down, or they gon raise my babies
I made love to your wife, outta spite for my hatred
She ain't divorce for what it worth she said her hubby got money
But that little bitch pays me, the nanny raising my baby
She lets me whip the Mercedes and gave me head on the 80
I know my mind is erasing, I need them pills now she hates me
I don't wanna have sex, lately living depressing
Then 12 raided my crib, they said don't move an inch
Saying ma'am is this him, the wife said yes it is
I tried to talk, but I was stopped by a kick to the chest
Now I'm gasping for breath, she wrapped her hands round my neck
Saying "I'll never forget, I love you and our kid
But my man caught us slipping so I hope you forgive
Then she exits my home, guns pointed at my throat
Did they let it unload, boy we never will know

Written by:
Jordan Mitchell

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