Lucidious - Do You Remember

Yeah,
This one’s for you homie,
They say the key to success is forgiveness,

I never thought that I would have to write you this letter,
It's been a long time since the day that we severed,
I really tried to let it go,
Do you remember?
All the stupid shit we did kids and thought it was clever? Damn,

Don't forget that my birthday is in December,
Normally we'd have a cake together but whatever,
Guess I wish you luck in all your future endeavors,
Don't offense if don't answer your text and deal with the pressure,

Do you remember the first time that we made a track?
Back in college yo I couldn't even rap,
You would tell me I was dope,
Tommy one day we gon’ make it,
Couple of months later I was releasing changes,

Put you in the video, had to rearrange it for my right hand man,
You lost a brotherhood over a one-night stand,
Now I know one night can,
Ruin every thing we love and everything that we planned, damn.

Part of me hopes you will hear this song,
Didn't think you'd fuck up but I was wrong,
Held onto this feeling for too long,

Yeah yeah,
Kinda nervous, a little insecure,
But I won't let it bring me down no more,
No, no more, yeah yeah.

The worst part about it is I lost your family too,
Haven't spoken since it happened yo I'm barely pulling through,
Rapping in a booth, finally exposing truth,
How'd you even get it up when I was in the other room,

In my mind wish I could fix it,
Dealing with addiction all this shit got me conflicted,
You the cause of this division,

I swear to god that I will listen just get me out of the prison,
I'm so sick of all the bitching,

Need to find a way outta this algorithm I been living in,
Been pessimistic as kid it I had to get it quick,

Pop was busy mom was crying I could never sleep,
How the fuck you'd turn into a memory I’ll never keep?
If you feel the pain I feel I know you feel it deep,
I turned into a person that I never wanna fucking see,
Probably shatter a mirror just by looking at it,

Co-dependent I’m aggressive I just hate the fact that,
You would stab me in the back,
Leave me right here writing tracks about the past,
I need to let it go but I'm still fucking mad,

Speaking through the wire with this microphone,
Hoping that I reach you when I'm on a stage and I perform,

Hate my music but I'm standing right where I belong,
It's time to let you go sorry but I'm moving on,
I wish you luck and nothing but success I turn this lighter on,
Light a candle say goodbye blow it out as you play the song.

Part of me hopes you will hear this song,
Didn't think you'd fuck up but I was wrong,
Held onto this feeling for too long,

Yeah yeah,
Kinda nervous, a little insecure,
But I won't let it bring me down no more,
No, no more, yeah yeah.

Written by:
THOMAS JULIA, KONSTANTIN BEYRER

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