Delusional Steven - Dreaming About Us
Yeah
Organ on my mind
Nothing better to do with my time
I think people get away from life more often than not
Well at least I thought
My parents should hate me for the drugs I got
Dreamy hallucinations in this fucked up place
I know I say it all the time, but I miss your face
Used to see it too much
Now I don't see it enough
Love loss and a love gained
I'm staring into my bathtub, where the bloods stained
I guess it was good for you, that you disengaged
Take me away from my tears
The shower hits my face anyways, I'll have to live with your fears
I made my bed, now I'll lay in it
I think I should stop giving a shit
Hate to act like I don't want to hit you
But honestly, I know you're dealing with some shit too
I just hope you know I miss you
I know you think the waters cold in here
Take a deep breath and take a dive, my dear
Let your hands off the wheel, I'll steer
No time for breaks
No time for mistakes
Let me in
Until I fuck up again
Blessings are a figure of imagination
I love people, but I feel bad for them because of me and all the time they're wastin
Think about it for a second
Whether it's money or time used on me, I hope they regret it
I'm gonna disappear for a while
When I'm dreaming about us, I try not to smile
I'm descending into the abyss
My mind is in a bad place, hate to say it but shit
I don't know how to deal with this
When I keep you around I feel a little more like myself
But when I do, I know you don't need my help
So now I'm by myself
In this imaginary world in my dreams
It's all fuckin awful it seems
Well compared to that
When will I finally make it there and relax?
I don't know if it's this world or if I just want you back
I was stuck in oblivion
It wasn't beautiful like some say, I was just trapped again
My mental capacity is lowered, and I don't know what to say
My Tourette's and stutter is getting worse every day
I can't spit out words when I'm talking to myself either
I act like I'm just being dumb around others, I guess it shows my demeanor
I know you won't see me for a long time
I'll just go back to sleep and dream about us in my mind
I know you think the waters cold in here
Take a deep breath and take a dive, my dear
Let your hands off the wheel, I'll steer
No time for breaks
No time for mistakes
Let me in
Until I fuck up again
Written by:
Alan Watts, Steven Nesser
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